im FALLING apart because u are WALKING AWAY -

2007-05-24T09:02:00.001-07:00

I AM STILL THINKING OF YOU ! why ?!

2007-02-18T03:35:00.000-08:00

hey ppl !.
changed blog address le (:
relink me please xDD
www.sweet-adolenscence.blogspot.com
thankews ;DD

boy , iloveyou <3

2007-02-15T06:41:00.000-08:00

errr .
dont knw whad to blog about.
wahahahs .
just knw tht my class suddenly so united.
stand up tgt during english class whn teacher ask who nvr do. hahahah . didnt except my nerd class to stand . wahahahas . LOL .
tht old lady is superrr angry luh. hahaha . who cares ? the whole class hates her . hahahahah . LOL .
well , nth special luh .

monday ; had a-maths for three long hour (x so bored . really , none cann concentrate . went for recess thn my redcross ppl all changed to full u liaos . sianss . thn kena caught. so went baq to change . hahahah . irritating . thn had assembly . wore full redcross uniform thn went on stage to get award again -.-
so paiseh loh . hahahah . shy` hmmm . walao . ppl say we extra . oh please , though its abit too much to do all these , you dont have to say it out . KEEP YOUR BLOODY COMMENTS TO YOURSELF luh deh. LOL . obviously you are jealous or smth luh . fugg` LOL.

tuesday ; school was boring . hahaha . after school , immediately went to vivo with darling & favourite to shop for valentine day present for my ppeeps after E-maths ASP . ohmygoodness. CHUA YI LONG bought me a bloody nice & bigg baby tiger luh.
i was really superr shock . didnt except him to get me tht & its before valentine . hehehe. hahah .
iloveyou CHUA YI LONG . hahahahs . he's my ONE & ONLY CUTIE & ever (:
went to shopp at vivo the whole night till 9plus 10. hahahah.
went all over vivo just to find all the presents . hahahah.
hmmm . thn bought Genesis , Kenny , Zahidah , Gladys & ppl's present from a shop & went to search the whole guys shop just to get YiLong & YangZhi their guys things. finally found I.P Zone. wahahahs . bought Yilong cutie a Brown top & YangZhi Erzi a Green Top. wahahahahs . thn MRT-ed baq to sk. favourite went to find her stuff & i saw kenny kok's frnds . they were like 'eh ! tht one is kenny de ex !.'
wth loh . whads the problem with them !? is thr any problem being someone's ex ?! hahahah . LOL . thn met mom at plaza & went home (:
ilove jaslyn favourite & sunita darling so much !!. hahaha. my precious girls who brightens my day (:

wednesday !.
woahs !. FINALLY. valentine day is here . hahahah . although i dont have a valentine , but its also an appreciation day . i appreciate my frnds so much cann !? wahahahs . LOL .
let me tell yo smth . its my 1st time in my life to receive so many present from all my frnds during valentine . wahahahs ;DD
thn after school , went for debate course & rushed for work . thankew kenny , xiangwei , genesis & melville for sending me to the bus stop . hehehe . LOL.
i wanto thanks kenny , yilong , yangzhi , jas , sunita , jeanette , angel , zahidah , dora , xuanle , farhan , wilson , anna , eunice , louisa , gladys & many many more . hehehs.
thankew ppl . for your chocolates , roses , hello kitty , marshmellows , sweet stuffs , files & all kind of presents . i really love it (:
wahahahahs .
smuackss to everyone.
i really love 140207 very much .
my 1st yr in my life having so much fun on tht day itself & receive so many presents luh . wahahahas.
last but not least , my greatest present is HIM . he'd made my life no longer empty. he's sucha special guy. ilovehim ALWAYS & FOREVER (:
boy , i'll trust you whole heartly (:
& believe all your words (:

hmmm .
working isnt tht fun loh . on valentine day so many ppl . thn me , shihan , joyi , wanyi & esther slack at inter till hours thn go work . yichun jie scold only . hahahah . we not scared . hahahah . oops =]]x
hmmm . thn luckily they put my billing sia. wahahahas . HAPPY !.
hmmmm. thn very tiring but still i enjoy myself & everyone thr is laughing at my uniform .wahahahas .
hmmmm . ilove fisherman village afterall ((:

thursdays;
had E-maths exams . combined with 3c . wahahahas . LOL . quite easy & difficult . Mr Chan asked me if i cann pass , i told him must have the faith in GOD tht i cann pass. hahahaha. LOL.
thn slack the whole day luh.
after school , no A-maths bcos Madam Chua nvr come . HAPPY xDD
thn rushed home to take money & buy stuffs for redcross party . LOL.
& blahblahblah.

GOOOD NIGHT ppl (:
boy , iloveyou ALWAYS & FOREVER .
yay !. mayb meeting dar on sat ;DDD
dont knw ?! wahahahas. LOL .

2007-02-11T07:52:00.000-08:00

monday to thursday ,

same thing luh . slack in school.
nth new happened .
boring . cann die in school . hahahah .
& i just cant take it luh . THREE pathetic hours of A-Maths in Class );
errrr .

friday ,
went dragon boating with redcross as orientation game 1 (:
so funn cann !?
& i so love some of the sec1s luh .
my cute juniors esp ONG WEI MING !. hahaha .
weixiang sir's brother .
hahaha . he's superr cute & he looked so much like weixiang sir luh . LOL .
i enjoyed so much luh. 1st time xDD
on the bus baq to school also .
hahahah.
got so high until cadets all very scared of me . teeheee .
pardon me ;DD
thn went baq to school.
poor xuanle . kena scolded by mummy & aunty .
hais.
its not all xuanle's fault & im not saying tht its pohying's fault uh .
BOTH also have fault but not is ALL xuanle's fault luh.
they shld knw .
proposal , such tings have to hand in on time or a lil later but not late till months count luh.
i have nothing to say .
but actions have to be taken ):
seniors talked to me .
asking me to knw whad to do as a discipline head.
im sorry but i have to scold if talking nicely doesnt work (:

saturday`

woke up by felix's msg .
hahahah . irritating .
he claim tht he's a nightmare to me so i called him nightmare .
hahahah . LOL .
thn prepared & stuffs.
went out with mommy to bedok.
had buffet at aunt's hse thn cousin called .
asking me to work ):
boss always like tht . last min last min de.
dont wanto work also cant .
will kena scoldings . LOL .
nvm . MRT-ed to pasir ris & bus-ed to workplace.
hahahah.
thanks felix luh for accompanying me talk ;DD
LOL .
thn late again .
wahahahs . SO happy .
ppl asked me if i want ciggs to smoke & i SAID NO !.
hahaha .
im so proud of myself .
wahahahs . LOL .
thn work & work till 11 loh.
thn headed home.
luckily got the last bus .
THANK GOD.
& knew some new malay guys .
hahah .
whn waiting for bus home ,
they talked to me -.-
thn i ignore thn they say me.
hahaha .
stuffs & stuffs .
funny . LOL .
reached home (:
chat with felix for awhile thn he say call me baq ltr.
his ltr is 2am plus loh.
alrdy fallen aslp . hahaha . dont care =]]x

sunday`

woke up. prepared & stuffs.
baobei called & say cant go church.
abit disappointed but nvm.
so met fav.
late for church ):
& didnt go for redcross .
arghs !.
whad am i man.
sorry luh . i knw i dont fit to be a vice-chair luh but i will still try my best luh . hahaha !.
LOL .
& yeaps .
went shopping ard TM & pasir ris .
till 5plus , saw xiuzhen .
so fav. went home .
thank fav. iloveyou so much .
always pey me ;DD
thn xiuzhen pei-ed me waited for joyi.
hahahah .
thn waited for py thn headed to work.
hahahah.
sucha boring day.
ppl making fun of me & yipkai again -.-
& i will SAY AGAIN !.
i dont like yipkai.
i only find him superr cute luh.
though last time is ..
hahahah . LOL .
&& yeaps.
im so bothered by the valentine day present luh !.
i have to buy for kenny , yilong , angel , jaslyn & jeanette .
arghhhs !. hahahah .
baobei didnt ask me so i dont knw . LOL.
esp tht stupid kenny loo .
so troublesome .
want me buy nice stuffs.
irritating but i still love him as a friend .
hahahah .
he fcuk sia . keep threatening me with my hello kitty ;DD
hahah.
bye ppl.
gonna get some slp for tmr's A-Maths lesson ):
boredom ):
wahahahahs !.
ask me out ppl !.
valentine day no boyfriend so sam asked me to work .
hahahah . no choice ):
hahahah . LOL .

2007-02-09T05:27:00.000-08:00

2 years has passed. Can You Imagine How Long I've Waited ? I Really Thank God For You & Those Memories. But Now Things Aren't The Same Anymore (: I'll Not Shed A Tear For You Again. As Time Passes , Feelings faded. My Love For You Is No Longer As Strong. I Could Live Happily Without You Now & I Believe I Can Continue. You're No Longer My Everything (: I Need You No More & I Love You No More. I Am Sorry , My Faith Don't Hold Any Longer ;DD

2007-02-08T04:08:00.000-08:00

Can you name 8 people you treasure & can think of right off the top of your head?

Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 8 people...This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...No Cheating!!!

1. (* Jaslyn favourite.
2. (* Natalie precious bitchy girl.
3. (* Rowena Baobei Jie.
4. (* Joyi meimei
5. (* Shihan dotter
6. (* Edmund "dear".
7. (* Louisa Baobei.
8. (* Sunita darl.

How did you meet 8?
(* At school.

What would you do if you had never met1?
(* Life will not be as fun ;DD

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
(* i'll be superrr shock but happy for them xDD

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
(* err. counted so ?.

Do you think 1 is cute?
(* yeaps . superrr cutee cannn !?

How did you get to know 7?
(* In school.

Would you ever go on a date with number3?
(* of course !. she's my Baobei Jie.

What's 7's Favorite color?
(* Pink.

What would you do if 6 confessed they loved you?
(* i'll say ilovehim too . hahahah . LOL .

Fact about 8:
(* err . sometimes gd & sometimes we get so cold. LOL.

Who is 4 going out with?
(* Damai Five Sisters loh.

who is number 5 to you?
(* my One & Only dotterr who was by my side whn i was so weak (:

Would you ever live with 1?
(* of course , thn i cann laugh everyday (:

Is 2 single?
(* nah . she has a PTS . hahahah.

Where does 7 live?
(* Punggol luh.

What do you think about 3?
(* She's superrr funny & cuteee luhhh.

What's the best thing about number 8?
(* she shares somethings with me (:

What do you like about number 6?
(* He's cute & handsome ;DD finally , he grew taller & i fell for him -.- [ just joking ]

Favorite memories with 1?
(* Everyday we have NEW memories ;DD

2007-02-08T03:53:00.000-08:00

PERSON ONE
* Jaslyn

1) How long have you known this person?
* 5years

2) Where does this person live?
* RangGun

3) Is this person older than 15?
* nope.

4) Why is this person in spot 1?
* She's the one who understands me well though she's abit xialan at times ;DD

5) Does he/she have any siblings?
* yeaps.

6) Do you have any classes with this person?
* yeaps.

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PERSON TWO
* Natalie

1) What is this person's nick name toyou?
* nana. precious bitchy girl (:

2) Have you done anything illegal with this person?
* err . nope ?.

3) What is this person's type?
* she's crazy & superrr niceeee towards meeee ;DD

4) What song(s) remind you of this person?
* Natalie drives me crazy (:

5) Do you trust him/her?
* Always & Forever (:

6) How did you meet?
* Since primary one (:

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PERSON THREE
* Joyi

1) What noise reminds you of this person?
* Dog's barking bcos she loves dogs.

2) Does he/she have any siblings?
* yeaps ;DD

3) What school does this person go to?
* Damai Sec (:

4) Is this person athletic?
* Not really (:

5) What do you like most about this person?
* I shares all my secrets with her (:

6) Has this person ever spent the night at your house?
* Nope, but we went tonning tgt bfore (:

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PERSON FOUR
* Sunita & Louisa

1) Who is this person's boyfriend/girlfriend?
* Sunita ; yunqing. lulu doesnt have (:

2) How long have you known this person?
* Sunita ; 2yrs. Louisa ; 3yrs.

3) When's the last time you saw this person?
* Just now ? -.-

4) Does this person have a crush on anyone?
* yeaps . Both have ;DD

5) If you were to go to Six flags would you take this person?
* Nopes (:

6) How did you meet?
* Secondary school luh .

2007-02-04T06:35:00.000-08:00

& GRACE ,

i've alrdy forgiven you , so please stop saying things .
i didnt offend you , so you better dont (:
you are someone i once treasured so much ,
i cant believe tht you did these to me but to accept it .
memories will still stay .
i hate you no more bcos the moment we spent tgt last time has melted my angers away.
no matter how hard you wanto make me have no frnds , i am ohkays with it.
go ahead if you bear to do so.
well , you've done so. i have nothing to say.
takecares & stay happy with those frnds tht you have now , those ppl tht you hate the most cann now bcome your best frnd , tht shocked me too girl .
speechless .
if you dont wanto take the 1st step , i wont too .
i did try bfore but you didnt treasure the chance.
its all up to you to decide & choose your own path.

misunderstandings everywhere.
words are suppose to be said were left unspoken.
live on well with your life , do takecare.
& have fun with YOUR COMPANY.

you hurt me more than you expected.

2007-02-03T05:29:00.001-08:00

03 02 07

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MS WIDAYAH & FARHAN [my maid] !!

woke up ard 6plus .
rush everything thn reached sch by 7am .
woahs . luckily my uniform nvr crumped .
thn changed & everything .
done ard 7plus 8 thn board the bus from school to evergreen .
only one way transport ):
thn go home must ownself go home . sadded . LOL .
thn the bus passed by SSS .
so sadd . hahaha .
dominic & my sec3s committee knws whads happening & they looked at me -.-
hahah.
yeaps i am sadd but i will stay strong ppl (:
reached thr ard 8 plus .
thn wentto holding room .
wait until 10plus thn our turn loh .
wth luh . wait so long thn still ask us so early come for whad sia ? -.-
thn prayed tgt with mommy bfore leaving .
thn was UI . thn proceeded to round A .
woahs . round A was laggi jialat .
no banging , no dressing , command not clear .
everything went wrong .
i cried the minute mathew gave the second command bcos i felt so helpless . i feel i am the cause of everything . LOL .
thn cry & cry silently in the squad .
thn up to hall . waited till 2plus for finalist result -.-
so long cannn !? thn stomach was fugging hungry luh .
thn was still crying . farhan &amp; khairul & xuanle & jiazheng were trying to make me laugh .
hahaha. i felt so loved luh .
saw huimin thr (:
hahah . LOL .
thn started laughing .
thn ms Widayah came up , she ask me why am i so tensed up , thn i cry again .
hahahah . thn she scold farhan & claimed tht its farhan's fault .
hahahah . my poor innocent maid . hahahah . LOL .
thn releasing of result .
though our drills were rather bad but still thrs still hope in our heart tht we believe we'll pull thru .
& thank GOD , by faith , we got into the top 8 finalist (:
we got into the same as last yr , 1st runner up in NORTH DISTRICT .
thn so many ppl hugged me . hahaha . felt so loved xDD
esp the ma'ams ;DD
& cried again ;DD
thn immediately we went for round B bcos we are the 1st group wor .
thn stomach so hungry luh .
mathew commanded . so fast luh .
hahahah . thn felt so encouraged .
bcos the faster you are , the more points you will get xDD
thn went to eat . only gave 7 mins for eating .
canadian pizza`
thn waited for other schools to finish thn release result .
went dwn to their courtyard & march out .
wahahahah . so happy luh .!
guess whad we've got !?
we've got 3rd in NATIONAL alrights !?
though evergreen got champion for NORTH DISTRICT , they didnt win us in NATIONAL.
im so happy luh !.
i still couldn't accept the fact tht we could win Evergreen Sec & Raffles Institution .
cann you imagine ?! not boasting bout how pro our unit is , but how strong our teamwork is .
we really coordinates well .
im so proud of you my cadets (:
im so proud of mathew too .
a guy who could stand firm & confident in front of so many ppl.
if i were him , i dont promise to be tht confident at all .
thn took photos & stuffs , finish ard 5 plus .
took 911 to centre point thn change to 161 to compass point .
reached thr ard 6plus or smth ? forget liaos .
thn had KFC .
hahahah .
had really so much fun luh.
farhan kept making me laugh luh .
he kept insulting jiazheng luh . so bad loh .
thn went home ard 8plus 9 ? lol .
& here i am to blog (:

& tml im going to church .
to worshipp unto the lord (:

im so proud of you guys all .
i couldnt imagine so many things today .
i couldnt accept tht we've won & defeated RI & Evergreen sec .
i couldnt imagine how emo i was .
never in my life have i ever been so excited & nervous & emo over competitions .
this time FOOTDRILL 2007 is the 1st time . even last yr's footdrill competition , i didnt care much . but this yr is exception . i got so nervous & scared .
it seemed so important to me this yr .
i cared so much bout whad the sch will say bout us if we failed to get our goals done .
it seemed to me tht things cant be predicted .
if we're fated to win or lose , no matter how much tears i've shed , the fate wont change .
but thank GOD , by faith (:
& i really see thru the love tht i couldnt find else whr except frm my own squad mates .
the love & care & comfort from them .
they understand how hurt i am .
they could hugg me like nvr bfore .
they could hugg me like no gender difference .
the words of comforting has become the words of encouragements .
you nvr knw how beautiful they are sometimes until you go through the thick & thins tgt with them .
i really thank them so much for the words & comforting part .
i love you guys & yours huggs .
we'll strive all thru & i promise to help dominic hand in hand to get EXCELLENCE UNIT AWARD GOLD for 2007 for our REDCROSS sec3 committee for COMPASSVALE SECONDARY (:

loves (:

the happiest day i ever had (:

& thankew ppl who stood by me i mean my frnds who are not in redcross .
thankew jaslyn & co.
i receive your msgs . im so touched by you ppl .
iloveyou alll ((:

2007-02-03T05:00:00.000-08:00

SURVEY OF THE DAY ;DD

Do you like anyone?:
; nope ? does crush counted as like ? lol .

Do they know it?:
; definately not .

HAVE YOU EVER. . .

Said "I love you" and meant it:
; yeaps .

Waited all night for a phone call that
never came?
; yeaps . last time ;D

Sad and looked up at the stars?:
; yeaps ? no, i looked at the sky (:

DO YOU PREFER. . .

Flowers or chocolate?:
; chocolate luh .

Gray or black?:
; black .

Color or black and white photo?:
; both!

Lust or love?
; Love

Sunrise or sunset?:
; Both

M&Ms or Skittles?:
; Both ;DD

N0N VALENTiNES DAY Q`S

Are you in a relationship?:
; Nopes .

If so, who with?:
; my aba father .

Star Sign? :
; lol .

Do you believe in love at first sight?:
; believe tht once but nvr again ;DD

What about true love:
; its all about trust & faith & love ;DD

Would you kiss on the first date?:
; Definately NOT .

Do you like hook ups?:
; nopes ?

Do you enjoy receiving flowers?:
; Not really .

What are you thinking of now ?:
; thinking of how to improve in redcross ?

How are you feeling now ?
; happy . encouraged . contented (:

What are you going to do ?
; improve on redcross (:

VALENTINES QUESTIONS

You have a valentine event planned
out?:
; Nope .

Do you like having a Valentine?
; sometimes ?

Does someone like/love you currently?
; No ?

Whats the best gift to receive on the
day?
; the true love from him ? (:

Is a little kiss (peck on cheek)
during school on valentines day sweet?
; Yeaps but abit ridiculous bcos its in school (:

Have you ever gotten something from
someone on the day?
; last time ? yeaps . from timotheus , the rose -.- hahaha . LOL .

2007-02-02T05:57:00.000-08:00

010207

woahs . darl went out with her dear . thr anniversary (:
happy 3rd month ;DD
boring . didnt go for redcross bcos went to visit the doc .
in the end clinic close so didnt go .
went to meet precious bitch ger & baobei jie & mel & mao at carpark.
bfore tht , saw feressa with a guy ;DD
hahahah . thn slack awhile at carpark jiu headed to baobei jie's hse.
mao went dwn to wait for mel .
mel went off thn left me & precious bitchy ger at baobei jie's hse .
wth !? thn i disiao them . wahahahah . baobei jie watch tv while me & precious kept snapping . hahahah . lol .
thn baobei jie went to bathe 1st so me & precious went to her room to snapp xDD
hahahah .
precious is SUPERRRR UBERRR PERVERTIC luh .
hahahah .
she force me to take off my jacket to lent her & she disturb me bcos im wearing a tube -.-
hahahah .
i superrr uberrr love my precious & baobei ahjie.
whoever WANTS to get them , FUG your mother 1st thn (:
hahahah !.
thn christina came home . blahblahblah`
thn me & precious went baq to precious's hse 1st to get her wallet & STUFF xD
blah & left .
met baobei ahjie & christina & her frnd thn headed to plaza .
slacked , packed food home bfore 7pm bcos baobei ahjie wants to watch her FAVOURITE DRAMA ;DD
hahahah . LOL .
thn went baq , watched tv & stuffs .
till im tooo sickk thn suddenly dance .
performed for baobei ahjie & precious to see.
thn they laugh at me ):
hahahah .
BOOO !.
the worse thing is precious recorded it down .
i dance two time & thrs TWO episode in her phone now .
its suppose to be continued xDD
hahahah . LOL .
really had many funs luh .
thn went dwn had volley ball & snatching games with precious .
hahahah .
so funny .
i really truly enjoy myself whn im with precious , baobei ahjie & jas & darl & son xDD
they are the ppl who made my smile right .
who understand me the most (:
who stoood by me & nvr fail to cheer me up xDD
lol . thn precious & baobei jie accompany me to plaza to meet mom .
she wants to go shopping -.-
LOL .
so pei-ed her thn came baq to plaza bcos thr dont have her things .
thn bought sweetss for schh tmr xDD
HAPPPYYY !.

020207

woahs . so fast , school reopen second month liaos ;DD
so fast cann !?
many things happened .
dont wish to say but i promise , i wont create anymore troubles so ppl stop asking me to be guai . thankew (:
i will only find fault with PPL who GO AGAINST ME 1st & i make sure tht PERSON REGRETS ohkays (:
LOL .
today had maths .
yayness (: wento aircon room & its our permenant class for maths xD
HAPPY !. yayyay . & guess whad ?!
was so bloody fugging shock to knw tht i got highest for maths xDD
HAPPY ohkays . hahahah . LOL .
had POA & CHINESE tooo .
but julia lim didnt come so mrs ajith ownself teach POA . woahs . she teach is superrr fast cann !?
LOL . thn chinese , as usual , about to slp kind luh . hahahah . LOL .
& A-MATHS test is fugging difficult , i doubt i'll pass (x
hahahah . LOL .
thn was english .
norlinda like like to find fault with gekhee & zhihong . haiyoyo thn put me into such difficult situation . wahahahah . LOL .
thn late for redcross .
changed & stuff . no time to eat ):
fall in immediately after changing .
bcos mathew say fall in at 1pm ):
so sadd . release at 12.30 thn fall in so fast .
NO FREEDOM . LOL .
thn trained the cadets till 2plus thn whole redcross fall in .
blah & stuffs .
thn got my footdrill gold & evac gold badge xDD
happpy cann ?!
thn shermain ma'am talked to us .
hahahah . LOL .
thn was training all the way ):
until 6plus , we wento polish our boots thn amirah ma'am told me my bestee [ faizal ] is hot -.-
hahahh . thn told bestee . whahahaha .
until ard gonna 7 liao , me & jas & barney & bestee left tgt .
went home tgt man .
so fun & cool .
we played along the way luh . irritating loh barney .
luckily bestee were thr to help me xDD
hahahah .
jaslyn also bully me , knw i cant see still dont wanto return me my specs . hahaha. LOL .
thn wento take LRT & you knw whad ?! i forgot to bring my WALLET out today xDD
thn reach my station , we left .
in the LRT , they all very paiseh bcos i keep singing lmao songs & dance ard . hahahah .
thn slack at my block downstairs & play .
crapped & joked ard like fug .
hahahah .
so funn & funny luh .
ilove them so much cann ?!
it has been long since we last played till so craazily xDD
iloveyou bestee .
iloveyou barney &
iloveyou favourite jaslyn always & forever (:
& ofcourse my forgetting my precious nana & sunita darling (x

LOVES <3

ppl pray for me ohkays .
i'll be having footdrill competition tml.
i hope all our hard work pays off all tmr .
i really hope we'll win & get into one of the best position xDD
LOVES <3

2007-01-31T05:19:00.000-08:00

wth . fugg tht woman in my class .
oh please luh .
i dont wanto say you until you sound worthless but i just wanto speak of the truth .

to the lady i once treasured & loved so much .
you knw it yourself tht many ppl are telling me tht you dont like me , but i choose not to believe them bcos i have the trust in you.
but are you going to tell me tht all these tht i've done for you are just wasting of my time ?
you cann backstab so many ppl in front of me & you made me hate them for you .
i trusted you . i hated them & tell me whad are you doing now ?
you could backstab so much things about anna , maisarah , yunyu , wenling & ppl in 3d . i kept it to myself but now , i couldnt do tht anymore bcos i feel , you are just trying to make it looked as if its my fault . you knw whad kinda person i am .
you treated so badly during the holidays .
asking ppl to confront me & sort of tio me ?
you think i am afraid ? its all up to you to believe .
dont get over my limits if not you'll really regret .
its a verbal warning to you only .
trust me , the way you treated me , yeaps i do have hatred & anger but i am equally sad .
i have no words left to speak .
tell me whads wrong ?
i wont take the 1st step anymore ohkays .
you say you are afraid , i have alrdy try talking to you 1st but you fugging give tht face .
you have pride , dont i have it too ?
i've alrdy took the 1st step , its your turn NOW .
dont force me please .
it will not be niceeee .
afterall , you are still at fault 1st (:

if you dont rmb those memories i once shared , i am really speechless .
if our moments shared last yr is nth to you , i dont knw whads something .

i just hope tht you wont ,
speak the words of untruth please .

2007-01-30T05:01:00.000-08:00

30 01 07

met darl & fav. & went to school tgt (:
reading period .
thn vp came , ask me if i dyed my hair , i say no . thn she ask me pin up , thn walked away . so weird luh . LOL . lmao .
thn julia lim another one , came and ask me take out my earstuds . pls loh . no teacher catch me bfore luh . siaoss .
thn was PE . mr yong didnt come .
sianss . thn didnt change . the others wanted to change so went down with them .
LOL .
thn went down .
saw my fuggin cute son LIM YANGZHI (:
thn he accompany me (:
thn he wento play badminton with kaijie.
thn i sat thr watch him & talked to kor & malcolm .
i really miss him alot ):
thn my stupid son say wanto play with me . lose one time , take out one clothes .
hahahah . irritating .
thn i play with him . everyone laughing (:
thn at the end , i only take off 3 thn my son took off 4 .
hahahah .
barney say he watching porn movie & angel said its too obseen . hahaha.
LOL .
thn others say he fit -.-
eeewww .
thn we play & stuffs luh .
thn my son suddenly say i smoke .
hais .
i really very sadd . i dont wanto disappoint him loh .
& i told him i didnt & seriously i didnt le .
who will understand ? hais .
my dear son , if you happen to pass by my blog , read my post till the end ,
im really so sorry , mommy dont wanto break our promise .
i promise i will stop tht .
& trust me , i didnt smoke .
have some faith in mommy will you ? (:
you are my top priority tooo .
you are equally impt to me (:
thn was english , norlinda arrange the place for us too .
LOL .
thn recess . blahblahblah`
thn was POA .
siansss luh .
thn was GEO .
walan eh .
i darn dulan luh .
dont wanto say about it . ask me if you wanto knw (:
only knw how to ps ppl nia . step one gd towards me only ?
LOL .
thn was LCE.
blahblahblah`
thn had class celebration & stuffs .
had pizza & cake .
llook , i dont even bother to explain how was it bcos it was tooo boring .
only knw tht zhihong & co. were by my side (:
happy !.
& i hate schooling now .
fugg everyone off .
im so fugging lonely . LOL .
thn chatted with zhihong for quite long thn went home .
bcos headache thn cant go redcross .
wwento meet sunita darl & pass her my phrase bk (:
she helped me hand in to norlinda & told ms tan tht im sick thts why cant go for redcross (:

hais .
need to see doc le.
always headache for no reason .
mom's gonna go hospital tml . hais . i pray tht nth's gonna happen .
& im gonna visit the doc tooo ):
bye (:

thanks barney ,
thanks for those words (:
i appreciate it all (:

& boy ,
you were someone i once treasured so much but you & i didnt contact for 2months during the holidays .
you dont knw whad happened during holidays & how much i've suffered .
i hope you wont say tht you are disappointed in the sense tht you dont even knw whad i've encountered you see .
the word 'disappointed' is very sensitive to me (:
i hope you understand . hais `

2007-01-30T04:44:00.000-08:00

290107

had reading period . got my articles & crapped .
didnt read article at all ((:
kept playing with jaslyn & co.
VP came in , thn they ran out xDD
hahahah .
stupid & guess whad ?!
norlinda didnt come -.-
she only dont come whn we dont have her english lesson .
i really hope she will not come on one english lesson please ):
LOL . hahahs .
thn went for e-maths .
diaos. darn boring .
bcos this fugging school of mine is having fix homeroom !?
its like so bloody boring luh .
i 100% guarantee you tht i'll slp in class .
at least homeroom system i wont slp at all luh .
wth !. cant blame them , they have NO BRAINS (:
thn was A-maths .
D&T , ART , F&N went to their labs .
only left A-maths kids in the same boring homeroom ):
how boring cann you imagine !?
& its TWO HOURS of it ohkays .
thn was recess .
assemble in hall .
went baq to A-maths class ):
shagg .
thn madam chua asked if i high-lighted my hair -.-
thn anna told her it was natural.
& she claim tht its nice xDDD
i knw . wahahahahh . LOL .
thn went for assembly .
play & play till kena caught . LOL .
whadtever -.-
thn had the stupid talk .
boring luh .
my second time listening to these kinda talk cann ?!
bcos had my sana . SAME as this cann .
LOL .
i knw almost everything bout tht (x
thn suppose to release at 1.30pm luh .
thn delay till 2plus . wth loh .
sch releasing at 1plus is late enuff compare to other schs luh .
still hold us baq .
didnt bother , just walked out .
thn slack ard in canteen .
darl went for her tornament & left me with jas .
jas disappear so saiful accompany me xDD
gdgd !.
thn my cutie & sweety accompany me too .
ben & chi-na . hahahah . LOL .
thn was fd training ):
thn half way really feeling so unwell .
thn mathew dont wanto let me rest until i beg him to .
thn pain till i cry sia . wanto vomit but cant vomit out .
really very painful loh .
hais .
LOL . thn went baq to training bcos ONE FOR ALL , ALL FOR ONE (:
thn waited for darl , & went home tgt (:

2007-01-30T04:05:00.000-08:00

28 01 07

hohoho . mom woke me up ard 10 plus bcos im going to sis's church today . hahaha. im not going to my church today . LOL .
thn prepared & stuffs .
weepeng korkor came to fetch me & sis . woahs . i fugging love his BLUE car luh . LOL .
its my favourite color cann . wahahahahs .LOL .
thn reach sis's church ard 11.32 like tht .
wento service . sang & tear-ed .
sermon was superrr funny luh . hahahahah . LOL .
thought of stop doing all these bad things whn listening to all the gospel & singing those praises . but i knw its so much difficult than it is now .
temptation is everywhere .
i knw i wont be influence by it but i choose to get influenced . LOL .
thn weepeng korkor need to go baq so fetch us baq .
me & sis went to mall & ate long john after she withdraw money (:
msg chinkiat & ask him to pass me baq my pencil case bcos ytd tuition forget to take baq . LOL .
thn chinkiat go bully huimin luh . he ask huimin to bring it dwn bcos he wnts to play his fugging comp . hahahah . LOL .
thn went to toppup my card & walked to 88 bus stop . hahah.
its like my 1st time going to work so early -.-
met joyi at inter but she was late .
hahahah .
waited for her for awhile .
went to toilet & went baq to control station to wait for joyi .
she came . we went wandering ard whitesand .
thn buy hk.
hahahah . joyi fugging angry bcos she buy cant pass.
i help her buy can pass .
hahahahh . i looked older (x
i bet she'll kill me if she sees this post xDDD
thn wento slack ard at inter .
waited for peiyan . fugging long luh .
she said 5mins thn aft 2 hrs she still haven come .
so i did some homework thn went slacking with joyi meimei.
me & meimei kap money loh thn ... .
hahahahah .
i did tht again . hais . i dont knw how & whn will i quit . LOL .
stupid meimei made me laugh like hell .
thn i chocked . thn me & meimei laugh like siao xDD lol .
thn slack & talk about alot of stuffs .
knew quite alot of things . LOL .
thn waited for peiyan till 6 loh . thn bus-ed dwn to workplace tgt with xiuzhen , py , meimei & me .
reach thr ard 6.20 .
sam take my hand & see my watch thn like fuck luh . wanto hint me say we''re late . cb loh . LOL.
sam attitude .
i dont care . i attitude baq . thn he talk to me , i ignore . hahahah .
thn very sian loh . they like so bueysong us . knn .
thn i think yichun jie also bueysong bcos dotter & wanyi & jaz wanto quit . lol .
aiyah thn also dont need to attitude us de loh . LOL .
thn shagg . brandon & co. talk to me i also nvr ans .
i only ans meimei & peiyan . hahahah.
i still love huiyee jie as much (:
thn ard 8plus , wento serve table 10 .
fcuk fcuk fcuk !.
knn . guess who did i see !?
TIMOTHEUS HOE YI SHIN.
i think his chinese name is spelled like tht but i confirm i saw TIMOTHEUS HOE .
hahahah .
thn i called him . he shock -.-
thn i also shock loh . hahahah . thn i went baq . i keep jumping non stop . keep telling meimei & co, tht he's my longest ex & my 1st boyfrnd . wahahaha !.
hahahah . LOL .
thn dont knw how almost the whole fisherman village knw his my ex . hahahah .
so happy luh .
thn i go collect bill frm them , thn timotheus's parents talk to me .
hahahah . so fugging friendly cann .
hahahaha . happy luh .
thn talk talk & joke thn i paiseh thn walk baq to cashier & thn went baq to give timotheus's parents their change .
so happy luh .
thn after tht , they left .
sobbs . mood changed baq to shagg one .
thn engsing say i change mood very fast . hahahaha .
thn was so happy the whole night luh .
thn finish work , waiting to take pay so ordered food .
still need to pay ):
thn ... & stuffs .
so funn luh .. superrr full cannn .
didnt finish . thn rush them thn took 403 with xiuzhen , meimei & peiyan .
georges de one girl took 403 with us .
didnt knw she stay sk tooo . somemore near my hse . hahahah .
thn she teach take whr cann reach home faster .
hahahah . thn we crapped on the bus & while waiting for the bus too .
so funny luh .
didnt expect to talk so much with her bcos i dont talk to her during work de sia .
hahahah . thn she tell me lotsa stuffs tooo . hahahah .
she's quite funny luh . hahaha.
next time take 88 with her to work xDD
hahaha. LOL .
thn i left the bus 1st (:
thn reached home .
mom ask me pey her to the 24 hrs mini market .
so went thr & bought stuffs & breakfast .
tired & im going to slp NOW !.
bcos i've fd training tml & schooling ):
hahahahah . LOL .
BYE PEEPS .

today's quite a niceeee & goodddd dayyyy for meeeeee xDDD
imisshim luh but thrs no more love within (:

& i superr love my bloody fugging cute son MR LIM YANG ZHI .
he's forcing me to slpp now .
guess whad did he say ?
"mommy , its time for bed ."
thn i told him i dont wanto slp yet .
he replied : "thn i wont slp until you slp "

ohmygoodness luh . i fugging love him luh .
it has been awhile since i last took a glance of him alrdy .
i seldom got the chance to see him . i dont even have the chance to talk to him sometimes even though we in the same sch .
thts why i say school SUCKS . bcos they seperate us just to not let us create troubles tgt ):
i really bloody love him so much cann .
thinking of the times we had last yr , the trouble we created & got into . the consequence we beared tgt .
its of tears & joy .
i really miss tht class of mine so much .
i really hope i'll get into the same class as them next yr if i really cann .
i really hope i will do whad i've promised him .
i will stopp tht habit (:
he's the who is always by my side .
even whn he got so much of his own problems , he still lents his ears to me .
a son tht i'll nvr forget .
the ONE & ONLY who stood by me whn i was so weak .
iloveyou boy , my always ONE & ONLY SON (:

&& i really have to slpp .
he's scolding me now .
hahahahha .
but im so touch tht he'll talk to me .
at least he does right (:
im contented with all these actions tht he made .
& he even told me stuffs like how he felt in sch these days .
wahahahhaha .
guess whad ?!
he told me class is fugging boring without me (x
im so happy .
but thts true whad .
who cann change the memories tht we once shared ? NO ONE right.
we really got into alot of troubles in the past but we shared it thru & live through it .
memories will always stay even though tht year is gone (:
2C O6 is a class of my greatest JOY & LAUGHTERS . SORROWS & TEARS (:
cann you imagine a class who cry tgt ? laugh tgt ?
i believe none in this world will do this other than my sec2 class (:
i confirm this yr i wont cry my 3d class .
wth . with this class , i have no INTEREST at all luh .
making me feel miserable only . it sarks alrights (:
i hate this class this yr ohkays . fcuk fcuk fuck`

oh whadtever luh .
who cares about tht bloody darn class .
all i knw is , ilove sec2c 2006 .
& my bloody fugging cute son is quarreling with me now .
he's saying tht he'll nvr forget the noise tht i always make in class last yr -.-
bcos im very noisy . ohmygoodness .
so bloody irritating right !?

2007-01-28T08:05:00.000-08:00

walan eh . darn dulan with blogger . no , i mean google . force me to sign up for it or else i cant even log into blogger . LOL . shagg`

2007-01-27T05:49:00.000-08:00

nnbccb . fcuk the ccb who hacked my blogg acc . luckily i got email address to retrieve my pw . ccb . if i knw who you , you better watch out . dont think i dont knw who are you . if you do tht one more time , i make sure you'll be in deep SHIT . dont hesitate to do again ohkays . i would like to play with you throughout . try me NOT (:
& you jolly well fcuk off if you cant afford to play ard ohkays .
let me heed you with advice .
: "dont mess ard with ppl whom you cant afford to play with (: "
im not saying im whad but just for your information , dont play ard .
bcos if you hack other ppl's acc , you nvr knw whn you'll die .
you nvr knw whad will tht other person do you luh BITCH .

270107

wtf !.
today woke up ard 9 plus . wash up & rushed to school -.-
bcos today have footdrill training -.-
i cant complain much bcos i dont attend it tht often until teacher came up to me & went for counselling -.-
wahahahahs . i enjoy counselling ohkays . superrr uberr funn luh .
but more of scoldings sometimes .
seriously , even one training of fd is really tiring enuff to break my legs . LOL .
attended quite a few . wasnt tht bad (:
but ytd had redcross & today . sometimes its a bit sianss cann . wahahaha. LOL .
anyway , ytd i got my civil defence badge (x
happy luh !!.
wahahahaha .
LOL .
but today's training is superrr tiring but fun .
was late & got punish by sec4 committee ):
ran four rounds ard courtyard ):
thn had trainings -.-
thn during hormat , i do wrongly . hahaha.
my actions very style , thn joan & xuanle saw , they laugh till whole squad laugh at me ):
hahahah . funn .
thn matthew hit my hand bcos i nvr crench my fist .
i did loh . thn i forget is in squad thn i wanted to kick him .
joan & joyce saw again thn they laugh xDD
hahahah .
next was break & had some fun .
talked & crapped ard with dom , xuanle & juniors (:
so funn luh .
hahahah .
was fcuking lonely in the morning but after tht , so hyper (x
LOL .
thn training all the way till 3 plus .
ms widayah talked to us .
so sat in the canteen .
so happy luh . at least today get to command a lil xDD
thn widayah talked bout our committee thingy .
she ask me to be more regular in attendance xDD
hahahah .
thn fixed some meetings for sec3 & sec4s committee members .
lol .
vincent is leaving sia . LOL .
thn dismissal ard 4plus (x
shahidah ma'am bought icecreams for us !. hahaha.
thn i play with the icecream until it drops on me ):
& dirtied myself . hahaha.
thn ms widayah scold me . hahahah . LOL .
thn went home . bathed .
cousin called . say yichun say raining so dont need to work .
thn went for tuition .
i so love tuition nowadays .
with chinkiat again & this time round with his sister also (x
hahahah.
chinkiat is superrr fcuking irritating but cute luh .
me & him keep argueing through out . wahahahha.
ilove my frnd . chan chin kiat . cck is my gd frnd . LOL .
had spelling & stuffs . very funn luh throughout the whole lesson . hahaha.
LOL .
thn sister ask me if i wanto tagg along with her & her frnds to tm .
i dont wanto .
thn saw lena & baobei at voiddeck . LOL .
thn crapped .
teck came ? & some of his frnd . LOL .
thn they went to rm .
we stayed a lil .
thn went to mall .
toilet-ed & i headed home bcos baobei , lena they all goin to 195 . LOL .
ask baobei for hk . she dont wanto give thn i force her .
i really love baobei luh .
though some much conflicts but some love cann nvr be washed away between us .
LOL .
loves <3
thn went home .
shk thn use net .
edmund called & i ask him put dwn . hahaha . LOL .
thn nana & rowena online .
wanted to go nana's hse thn nana ask me go rowena hse ltr too .
ahahahha . but dont knw cann mah bcos my sister will scold -.-
LOL . bcos now its 10plus liaos . LOL .
&& i have PLENTY of homeworks ):
BOO !>.<

2007-01-27T05:07:00.000-08:00

GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT 1-10.
(NO CHEATING)
1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE?:
a. DARK
b. LIGHT
ans : Light

2. IF YOU WERE OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:
a. GO TO A PARTY
b. GO OUT TO EAT
ans : Go out to eat [i prefer eating xDD]

3. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF:
a. PINK
b. YELLOW
c. BABY-BLUE
d. SEA-FOAMGREEN
ans : Baby-Blue

4. PICK YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIE OUT OF:
a. SURFING
b. SKATING
c. SKIING
ans : Skating ?

5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE BETWEEN THESE WHICH WOULD YOU PICK?:
a. OLD NAVY
b. PACIFIC SUNWEAR
c. VICTORIA'S SECRET
ans : Pacific Sunwear

6. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE STATE OUT OF:
a. CALIFORNIA
b. FLORIDA
c. OHIO
ans : Florida

7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO:
a. THE BEACH
b. GO SOMEWHERE COOLER
ans : Go some where cooler

8. WHATS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?
a. January
b. Febuary
c. March
d. April
e. May
f. June
g. July
h. August
i. September
j. October
k. November
l. December
ans : June

9. WOULD YOU RATHER:
a. CHILL AT HOME
b. GO OUT WITH FRIENDS
ans : Go Out With Friends

10. NAME A PERSON OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.
ans : Edmund (:

ANSWER RETRIEVING ****

1. a- dark: sexy
b- light: sweet

2. a- go to a party: playful
b- go out to eat: romantic

3. a- pink: cute
b- yellow: loud
c- baby-blue: cool
d- sea-green: horny

4. a- surfing: active
b- skating: determined
c- sking: daring

5. a- old navy: preppy
b- pacific sunwear: fun
c- victoria's secret: sexy

6. a- California: you like being around people
b- Florida: party time in the Heat
c- Ohio: quiet, likes the cold

7. a- beach: tan likes the sun
b- somewhere cooler: pale and original

8. a- January: popular
b- February: lovely
c- March: loud
d- April: playful
e- May: chills a lot
f- June: happy
g- July: smooth
h- August: fun
i- September: quiet
j- October: out going
k- November: pimpin it
l- December: warm

9. a- Home: boring
b- Go out with friends: crazy

10.That p erson will fall in love with you!!!!!

2007-01-26T08:10:00.000-08:00

sorry ppl .
cant blog everyday .
sister very strict .
&& all i gotta say is SCHOOL REALLY SUCK .
hahahah .
shall summ up the 1st day of sch till today !?
wtf !.

let me talk about subjects 1st (:
follow by sch & problems .
thn redcross ):
followed by work (:

subjects :
a-maths : " a-maths is really fugging difficult & hard to understand . but still cann understand (: but will forget after a week xDDD but im starting to love maths now (:"

physic : " i hate physic . i really do bcos of tht fugging teacher at 1st . but slowly whn you listen to her , think of the positive side . it would be easier if me& denise stop being noisy in physic class xDD hahahah . ms chua just simply hate us whn we're tgt bcos me denise barnabas will make alot of noise . hahahah . tht day she still scold me & barney . wahahahah . who cares ? LOL . im like slowly understanding physic . trying to love it (:

chem : " ohkays luh . quite alright . dont really understand whads ms fazleen's teaching & im not paying attention . its kinda bored (x & thrs wongwengchew sitting behind me . i fcuking hate it luh . step one laugh . only he cann laugh & others cant . thts whad i heard frm frnds . iyah . i dont care luh . i alrdy disown him as my bestee in mind liao . i only have ONE & ONLY bestee now which is FAIZAL (:

english : " sianss luh . i so love english cann but tht fugging old woman made me have no interest in english nowadays. wth luh !. she's the one whose uncivilise luh . disgusting .

E-maths : " alright loh . quite understand whad mr chan is teaching ((: "

chinese : " iyah . i wont like chinese for all reasons luh so dont need to ask . i only like chinese lesson bcos i cann slack & i always kena caught & i cann stand outside class . thts definately great for me ((:

POA : " julia lim & mrs ajit guide me still ohkays loh . recently got my quiz & done . i've passed ((: was definately very superr uberrr shock (:

ss : " patrick chong teach still alright luh . quite nice teacher . cann follow up loh (:

geo : " ms ang uh ? dont really understand . hahahah . frm whad i knw , she dont knw how to teach geo de . thts whad my frnds & seniors told me . hahahah . LOL .

schools & problems :

fcuk care luh . 1st week got taiji liaos at cine with bedok frnd (: 2nd week of sch also have -.- LOL . thn 3rd week got another taiji . LOL . sianss . but not my taiji luh . i only go help de . baobei & fel de taiji so wentto help loh . LOL . guess gonna cut down on taiji luh . like everyweek also got taiji . LOL . i cant get any naughtier . i dont wanto do these anymore . i dont wanto make it a habit (: guess i'll change ;DDD

redcross :

wth . hais . dont feel belong to redcross anymore . feel like quitting again . just bcos of cant submit the proposal on time ?! i really did my proposal loh & i did it on my own loh . like wth luh !. still kena "scoldings ?" hais . i dont knw luh . i just feel the fcuking juniors dont even fcuking give respect luh & ccb if i cann slap them i would do so loh . i will slap tht fcuking boy . nabei . i hate ppl who step yi ge de luh . LOL . im just gonna draw a line between me & redcross soon . straight after fd competition . LOL .

work :

working also got problem . parents & sister dont allow . thn will quarrel . wth luh . i dont care luh . i'll let god decide luh (:

dont knw why , everyday i tried so hard but i still cant forget about him luh . hais .
frnds are going for tornament esp to his sch . hais .
tell me how to survive ?
why god made opportunities for ppl to go to his sch but not me ?
tell me why . i dont demand for a answer but a reason . hais`

2007-01-26T07:30:00.000-08:00

i fugging miss ahhwee luhh !.
&& i miss him fugging MUCH luhhh !.
ONG CHEE HAO where are you ?!?! (:

2007-01-26T07:03:00.000-08:00

060107

went for fd training -.-
shirely ma'am came (:
she praised me (x
left at 4pm .
bcos gotta go for work (:
so happy luh .
going to work again .
wahahahahahs .
so bloody fcuking happy luh ((:
&& guess whad luh .
ah sam say give me become biller with my cousin xDDD
im like so bloody fcuking happy cannn ?!?!
LOL .

070107

initially going to church .
but baobei was late so didnt .
met her & fav. at mall .
studied & stuff .
yichun jie called & ask me not to work bcos raining -.-
thn bout 6pm plus , fcuking rain havent stop .
kap money with baobei .
bought hk .
headed to fisherman village .
bcos my bloody niceee cousin force me to go .
saw cousin . joyi meimei . xiuzhen & guojie at inter .
so went thr tgt (x
saw huiyee jie .
i so bloody fcuking love huiyee jie luh .
was smoking so gave her some puff .
hahahah .
thn went behind to smoke .
continuously smoking .
in a few mins , smoke finish whole packet le ):
so sadd .
joyi meimei was so funny luh .
she ask me "jiejie you very sad bout whad ?"
thn she told me bcos they all knw whn i sadd i will continuously smoke de .
hahahah . LOL .
thn huiyee jie came behind again .
so gave her some puff again (x
really love her alot luh . wahahahha .
LOL .
thn ahtai told my cousin say whad they bettting ask yipkai get number frm me by 10pm if not treat them eat .
wtf luh !.
i hate this kinda guys luh .
hahahah . meimei joyi very angry . hahahah .
LOL .
thn wento eat luh .
bcos fisherman today business not very gd so we help them (x
wahahahah . LOL .
thn eat eat eat & play . wahahahah .
so sadd . papa not working le ):
tear-ed & stuffs .
LOL .
thn wanyi rang us up .
say my dotter kena beaten .
ccb . we immediately take cab dwn to cine.
tht fcuking person working still cann beat my dotter .
reach thr . not only my dotter kena beaten .
my siao ginna also kena sia .
ccb . hot sia .
thn tht fcuking cb say wna diaozui .
so we wait for tht fcuker till 10pm.
thn went outside cine talk . slack & smoke .
sianss .
thn i need to leave early with joyi bcos tml got sch .
LOL .
knn . thn we were saying , last time is we beat ppl .now is ppl beat us .
knn . hahaha. fcuking dulan luh .
LOL .
thn went home .
saw darlyn with her dear & james .
LOL .
thn took lrt .
saw tht fcuking siao uncle working at mall de .
fcuker sia he . LOL .
thn reached home .
nobody's home .
shld have stayed longer .
thn cann see the whole thing (:
wahahahahahh . LOL .
shits .
think i getting frm bad to worse liaos .
so naughty nowadays . hais .
im gonna change (:

2007-01-26T05:53:00.000-08:00

040107

sianss .
so fcuking not use to sch life luh .
still in hols moood (:
1st period is english -.-
norlinda again !.
she's like most of my subject chers luh .
LCE , ENGLISH , CIVIC TUTORIAL & form teacher luh !!!.
arrghhs , LOL .
boring loh .
2nd period was maths .
budden this bloody new cher' didnt come .
wth !. nowadays teachers are all so slack & lazy .
tsktsktsk`
in time table it wrote : MR J CHAN .
i tot it was MR JACKY CHAN but it was MR JEMMIE CHAN -.-
whadtever luh (:
3rd period was ss .
nice one luh .
patrick chong is my teacher (:
dont knw him gd or not but niceeee cher' ;DD
next was recess .
fcuk sia . really fcuking not use to upper sec life luh .
one hour later for recess )):
after recess was PHYSIC
idiotic luh .
really luh . teacherss nowadays are bloody fcuking slacckk luh .
tht ms chua lihong didnt come & wtf . she has got the same name as my darling !.
HELL !!.
hmmm .
thn was CHEMISTRY.
teacher is MS FAZLEEN .
but she didnt come also -.-
wtf !.
&& you knw whad !?
actually suppose to be in the same class as baobei , ahnette , jas & angel de .
budden dont knw why change class -.-
sway , same class as wengchew .
someone whom i dont wanto call him as my bestee anymore .
i dont need such bestee you knw ?!
thinking tht he's superrr uberrr big & cann bully everyone -.-
hit my frnds with force .
wtf luh . not a man at alll .
i really hate it . in my mind , i've alrdy disown him as my bestee le (:
thn was chinese .
MF luh !.
i so bloody fcuking hate the teacher luh .
chinese teacher .
eeew.
chinese just suck it off the ass hell luh .
thn was dismissal .
went for redcross footdrill training -.-

050107

after reading was POA .
mrs julia lim & a new teacher (:
this teacher is superrr sweet luh .
but her voice very soft .
ahhahaha.
she's MRS AJIT.
LOL .
class was quite boring . dont knw why .
hahahha . maybe is bcos mrs lim teacher bah =]]x
thn was chinese .
chinese teacher scolded me for god sake -.-
i didnt do anything luh .
i only listen to my hp & slp in class .
im trying to keep quiet luh .
fcuk cann ! >.<
thn was math .
mr chan came .
he's quite alright luh.
cann understand his teaching .
but he always picks on me ):
i use calculator he also kaobei me ):
wahahahhah (:
i dont give a damn luh .
as long as i study , thts everyting .
folllowed by recess (:
saw leslie & ppl.
disturb me de loh .
esp yongzheng & anthony .
always during chinese class they will be beside my class .
hahahah.
irritating .
thn come find me disturb , i happy but always kena caught ):
thts why i say fcuk tht chinese teacher luh .
after recess was english again -.-
norlinda's class luh )":
thts all .
end class . end sch but start redcross ):
so hate it luh .
BOOO !!.

2007-01-26T05:44:00.000-08:00

030107

sianss.
sch reopen liaos`
fcuk sia .
blooody fcuking sway luh .
guess whad !?
mrs norlinda is my form -.-
& this bloody new teacher is my co-form.
both also so xialan .
norlinda loves to shoot me with uncivilise -.-
wtf !. i just hate it luh .
& fcuk it luh .
every yr de 1st day is like stay in the fcuking hall listening to my ahma preach -.-
& fcuk luh .
dont understand why the sch so fcuking act cute luh .
get THREE V.Ps for whad sia !?
so lmao loh !.
LOL .
hmmmm .
whole day free period .
very good !.
bcos dont knw whr the chers' go .
go orientation -.-
i hope they'll be absent always (x
LOL .
but had my last period done .
mrs julia lim is my POA cher -.-
die liaos this time .
heard frm ppl she dont knw how to teach de . LOL .
1st time heard of discipline teacher teach not gd xDD
LOL .
thn release at 2.30pm loh .
wtf luh !.
ccb . f-ing sch !.
so biased .
guess whad luh .
lower sec 1.30 release everyday loh & upper sec is like everyday 2.30 !?
just bcos got parents complain !?
last time we complain also no use ?!
iyah . so obvious tht the f-ing sch doesnt like our batch luh seriously . LOL .
always take us as sample like FREE one loh .
nabei . LOL .
so darn blooody fcuking dulan luh .
just got so fcuking excited bcos im in upper sec thn ccb with this kinda problem .
nabei . LOL .

BYE <3

2007-01-26T05:38:00.000-08:00

020107

woahs . one more day to sch reopen ):
very stress .
hahahahah .
yayness !.
hais . happy yet stress (:
im proud. teeheeee xDD
LOL .
went to work again (:
told yichun jie its last day budden she dont allow .
she say she early release me & ask me work .
dont feel like bcos have to focus but still agreed (:
bcos if i leave ,
i wont be able to contact my siaoginna jas` joyi meimei & shihan dotter & my bloody niceee cousin xDD
so i stayed (:
wahahahhahs . LOL .
blahblahblah`
working is really tiring but 1st time i work till so happy & worked for so long xDD
so proud of myself ((:
LOVES <3

2007-01-25T03:06:00.000-08:00

new target setting for 2007 ((:

1. dont backslide from GOD anymore`
2. go baq to church soon ;DDD
3. be a good christain . good student . good sister . good cousin . good daughter . good friend & good girl (:
4. score super uber WELL & GOOD GRADES for all TESTS & EXAMS (:
5. earn more money (:
6. move on (:
7. study hard & pay attention in class xDD
8. stop day-dreaming ;DDD
9. quit ****ing (:
10. get away from all troubles .
11. scold less vulgarities .
12. dont create anymore troubles (:
13. try to accept & love everyone ard me !.
14. dont disappoint my parents / sister (:
15. able to cope with homeworks ;DD
16. give all the best tht i cann to studies & everything .
17. strive in redcross if i cann (:

hope i'll be able to cope (x

2007-01-20T02:17:00.000-08:00

31 12 06

weeets !.
last day of 2006 !.
wahahah !.
&& guess whad !?
fisherman is holding a countdown party at night
& thrs dance floor !.
ohman !.
its gonna be fcuking fun luh`
thn fcuking busy also .
hahahah . thn last min become biller xDDD
wahahahah .
thn count down start le !.
papa is the best luh !.
he help me take "drink" & spare me hk ;DD
so happy !.
so high luh fcuking cb . wahahahs
thn countdown thn got dance floor .
high liao thn dance like siao !.
wahahah .
nicest new year ever (((:
thn fcuk luh .
hp lag !. but im still as happy !.
bcos a lot of ppl sent me greetings xDDDD
was really fcuking high luh .
thn drink & smk .
so funny cann !.
wahahahah .
thn saw so many shuai gers (x
wahahahah .
thn work all the way until 2 plus .
wahahahha .
me & dotter teared .
wahahahhas .
she think of tyk & i think of mine .
wahahahha .
dotter & me made our promise tht we wont cry over them anymore (:
shihan dotter is so so so precious to me though i knw her not long ago .
the moment we spend tgt are really so special ;D
lol . & i so darn fcuking love fisherman village luh fcuk !.
wahahahha . i enjoy working thr cann !.
esp countdowns (:
always so fun .
my bestest new year ever (;
LOL .
thn clear up & slack at beach thr .
fcuk the cb who stole my cousin's wallet .
nnbccb . dare to steal dont dare to own up .
fcuk off !.
let us knw who are you , make sure your head on the floor .
LOL .
thn smk & smk & smk .
thn dotter told me lotsa ghost stories about her own encounter .
wth !. so fcuking scary luh .
wahahahhah .
really had so much fun with them .
actually going butterfactory .
but after tht no more xDD
hahahah .
nb , bfore closing police came twice alright !.
1st was petrolling .
2nd time was warning bcos our DJ were too loud xDDD
loud thn nice luh dumb !.
LOL .
thn whn slacking keep seeing alot of police car sia .
wahahahha .
chua sai !. hahahah.
really very fun .
thn bout 4plus , we frm fisherman village walk all the way to pasir ris inter .
fcuking long way cannn !.
&& went pass lotsa jungle . whahahahah`
thn did lotsa stupid actions .
me & dotter keep walking 386 . hahahah .
thn joyi meimei were laughing all the way .
fuck luh . very funny cann !.
was bloody fun luh .
thn me & dotter started to siao again .
we from walking 386 , we walk like gorillas .
hahah . 1st time so malu cann .
with brandon , whyehong , xiuzhen , joyi meimei , py precious cousin , wanyi , nu'er & me (:
wahahah . the rest esther , jasmine & joyce went off 1st .
wahahahh . LOL .
on the way to inter we keep singing poems & stuffs .
dance & smk on street . hahaha.
saw quite alot of police cars pass by .
thn dont care also . wahahahha.
LOL .
thn about 5 plus reached inter .
wtf !.
we took bloody one hour to walk ohkays .
wahahahh . but really fun luh xDD
thn see lotsa police cars again -.-
thn wanted to slack at mac budden fcuk the manager .
thr dont have 24 hrs . nabei `
wahahahah .
thn alot of police standing thr sia .
all dont wanto walk thr thn we say nvm luh .
just walk . dont need scared .
wait for dotter & ppl to keep their ciggs thn went in .
bfore tht , went to toilet touch up .
hahahha`
thn come out police car gone .
hahahha .
thn bout 6plus liaos`
thn rang xiuling ,
they at pasir ris ave .
so cabbed dwn .
hahahhah .
met fit ben thr .
smk & crapped .
ate breakfast .
i've nvr in my life ever eaten such an early breakfast for god's sake -.-
thn slack till 8 plus , guojie came .
walked to voiddeck .
play & play & slack .
nearly slept but xiuzhen force me play dare .
hahahah .
thn play loh .
kena punish .
went to disiao the cab driver .
wahahhah . stupid .
many things luh .
wanna knw thn ask me loh ;DDDD
i'll tell you definately (:
thn about 10 plus , cabbed baq to peiyan's hse .
slept for 10mins -.-
cant slp liao bcos my irritating cousin keep irritates me . hahah
made me so dulan . thn scold her , thn she laugh -.-
weird girl . hahahs.
thn went to wash up .
crapped with her .
told her lotsa things & she told me hers .
for these past few years , many things really happened to me & her .
hahahah .
i really treasure such cousin though she's irritating at times , no !. all the time i mean xDD
wahahah .
she's gonna kill me if she sees this (:
but really , i so love her (:
i'll die for her , i swear .
thn meet up with guojie & xiuzhen at pasir ris inter .
slacked & my cousin went to buy baq the same wallet tht she lost ytd .
wtf !. reminds me of the fcuking person who stole her thing .
ccb !. wahahahha . LOL .
thn met wanyi & joyi meimei .
bus-ed dwn to fisherman village .
started work again (:
wahahahha .
so fun luh !.
wahahahah . im like so love in it cann !?
thn took pay (x
its $108 / i respect ;DDD
LOL !.
thn blah`
so many things happened .
& ppl pardon me .
i cant use net everyday .
i could only use net on sat & sun ):
which i dont have time to bcos i've work .
sarks man .
hahahahha .
LOVES <3

2007-01-04T10:27:00.000-08:00

28 12 06

met cousin & xiuzhen .
slacked at fisherman & stuffs (:
forget liaos`
its like long ago ??! waahahah . LOL !.

29 12 06

forgotten as well (:
worked & worked`
& i fcuking love fisherman village (:
its fcuking niceeee working thr`
though gotta stand the whole day ,
it's still a good niceee day :DDD
&& i'll nvr fcuking forget tht my dearest shihan bcame my dearest dotter ((:
iloveyou my dotter !.
yeaps . will be mommy & dotter till the end of time ;DDD
LOVE <3
29 12 06 ; cheeyen& shihan ; mommy & dotter ;DDDD

30 12 06

forget liaos luh`
wahahah .
all i rmb & is on my mind now is ,
i worked in fisherman village (:
wahahahs .
& iloveit (x

2006-12-27T23:19:00.000-08:00

sianss`
woke up ard 2plus .
woke up by dear & pam's msg ((:
so sweet !.
dear says im violent ):
wahahahah `
&& guess whad ?!
ytd i talked on the fone with ahhwee , ivan & jiayong .
very funny .
i keep on shoot ivan thn he very dulan (x
thn alex call & dhisiao -.-
thn now say is nicholas use his fone .
hahah .
lmao ((:
& whadtever luh (:
i dont give a damn :DDDD
&& now ..
im going out .
meeting fav. now & meeting py they all ltr ((:
stupid ahhwee & ppl going katong with tht basket ):
LOL !.
&& dear keep calling me thn put dwn .
idiotic .
dear if you sees this post ,
you better stop your miscalling luh !.
bfore i kill you !.
hahahah .
i wouldn't bear to do so (:
iloveyou (:
&& im going out .
byee ppl ! (((:
LOVELOVELOVE :DDDDDD

2006-12-27T07:29:00.000-08:00

27 12 06

siansss`
fcuked up day (((:
woke up ard 3plus 4 in the afternoon ((x
chiong '' MY GIRL " de korean drama (((:
so freaking niceeee luhhh`
laughed & laughed`
thn ard 5plus ahhwee call .
ask me go meet him , ivan & his frnds`
but i unsure bcos mayb meeting py (:
thn ard 6plus py call .
ask me go meet her & xiuzhen.
thn tell py got taiji & stuffs .
LOL .
thn got this girl ,
blahblahblah`
steady , dont accuse ppl without evidence sia .
steady i nvr shoot you or whad .
you knw im like tht de luh`.
LOL !.
thn in the end my sister came home .
ccb .
thn cant meet py& xiuzhen at fisherman village ):
gllb bodoh`.
life is so unfair .
korkor&sister go out jiu cann .
mommy go out also cann .
nobody kpkb them .
once i go out thn ccb sis & mom jiu nagg .
only left one week de hols .
somemore working almost everyday .
only left with 1 more day to free myself .
like tht also dont let me off .
knn sia .
really , buey lun luh` .
LOL !.
whadtever luh`
thn moody luh`.
thn ahhwee call ask about the taiji thingy.
thn tell him nth .
thn dear call .
hahah . he thought i still angry with him sia .
wahahahah .
seriously , talking to dear on the fone is so niceeee luhhh (((:
cann make me laugh like so bloody loud luh !.
&& he always bluff me !.
hahahah . stupid dear ((:
iloveyou dear !. forever till no end !.
&& you knw whad !?
dear keep wishing me merry christmas -.-
its like so lmao luh .
dear you rawk !.
wahahahah .
me& dear keep disturbing ppl (x
wahahahah .
LOL !.
i so love dear luh !.
&& my stupid destiny !.
nowadays seemed so unclose to me ):
we seemed so far !>.<
luckily dear is still with me ((:
but dear & destiny , none cann leave me ((:
LOL !.
&& tml im gonna meet py they all again & we're going out (((:
wahahahah.
meeting them !.
wahahahah !.
&& im still so angry with mommy luh !.
quarreled with her .
&& dont knw whads happening luh .
luckily dear is ard to comfort me xDDDD
LOVES <3

2006-12-26T13:43:00.000-08:00

26 12 06

LOL !.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER (((:
hmmmm .
woke up ard 3plus (x
wahahaha . slpt with mommy last night . teeheeee (((:
thn wake up just to chiong "MY GIRL" the korean drama i borrowed frm my aunt .
thn mommy also geikau !. wanto watch with me -.-
wahahahh .
i so love the movie cann ?!??! im like so addicted to korean drama :DDDD
&& i still got so many more other drama vcd tht i haven even touched ((:
wahahahha . LOL .
thn passed korkor his present ((:
&& my hair is superrr dry luhhh .
nvm , at least its not oily (x
im alrdy happy luh . wahahahah .
LOL !.
its like so shiny luh my color .
golden seriously rawk my world now & thn (((x
wahahahah . LOL !. xDDD
thn chiong drama until 8 plus .
sister & me & bro & mommy cabbed dwn to kovan .
celebrated korkor's bdae !.
had many many many food luh !.
&& also my PEPPER CRAB (x
its so so so niceeee luhhh !.
it'd been awhile since i touched crabs (x
wahahahah . NICEEEE !.
wahahahah . LOL .!
so niceee luh !.
&& im like so bloody full luh !.
&& im still fulll now luh !.
wahahahha . LOL !.
thn cabbed home .
pricislla cousin & her bf came over to my hse .
chatted & left bout 12 plus .
wahahahha `
she brought the choco tht she'd bought for sister here ((:
so wonderful .
LOL !.
&& guess whads the time now !?
its like 6am alrdy !?
LOL !.
&& ahhwee just put dwn the fone bcos my hp batt flat .
now charging so ltr gonna talk again !.
weeeetss (((:
i so love ahhwee luh .
seriously , he'd been a gd frnd to me always eversince i knw him
&& i nvr wanted him to treat me so well .
its really more than enuff .
i treasure frnd like him & i really pray hard tht he'll not leave me luh !.
he's really a GREAT FRIEND luh !.
as gd as barney !. but barney is better (x
wahahahah . LOL !.
&& ltr , which is 27 12 06 , im going to meet py cousin & xiuzhen .
go pasir ris park -.-
siansss . i alrdy working thr luh . everyday go thr not sian meh ?-.-
wahahah .
bohbian .
my stupid cousin say i bohxim .
thn have to pey her thr .
&& my stupid ahhwee meeting my guailan kia ivan ltr .
so cant pey me ):
wahahahah !.
i felt so loved (x
wahahah . LOL !.
llalalalala ~
im gonna chiong everything luh !.
&& im not gonna slp .!
ton ton ton & ton !.
wahahahah !.
anyway ,
ppl , if wanto jio me out , faster ohkays (x
bcos these few days free only .
after tht i'll have to work everyday & school's reopening (:
everyone's busy le .
iloveyou everyone :DDDDDD
but bitch , i still hate you to the core (((:

my dearest boy ,
im so sorry i broke my promise & i took another sick of it .
im so so so sorry .
i really promise to quit this time round .
forgive me & i still love you till the end of time ((:
LOVES <33

2006-12-25T10:45:00.000-08:00

25 12 06

MERRY CHRISTMAS (((:

LOL !.
called dad bcos didnt see him at home till 4am plus sia.
thn called . he's at msia & mommy didnt tell me ):
make my bill bomb ):
wahahahh . LOL .
thn keep msging with son until he say he at hongxiong's hse .
thn i didnt reply le . thn ahhwee say will call me baq .
so i wait till thn he didnt even call baq -.-
hahah . whadtever . thn went to slp & dreamt (x
hais . so sadd` feel tht me& ahhwee not so close liao sia .
whadtever . hahahah .
cheeyen is going crazy !.
thn woke up .
headed to plaza .
korkor dye his hair copper brown & highlighted golden .
i bleached my hair & it turned out golden .
wahahahh . im so so so happy !.
golden you knw !?
thought its abit weird bcos school's gonna reopen soon .
hahah . but look at my face & do you think i even care ?!
hahah . && im sure i'll go to sch with my golden hair on if sister didnt say anything (x
wahahah . LOL !.
thn headed to fisherman village.
fcuk !. was late by 1 hr (x
shy shy`.
1st day work thn late le . power bah (x
thn LOL loh .
quite fun luh working with them .
though sometime felt left out but overall was superrr niceee luh ((:
&& got my scheduel de ):
wahahah .
friday . saturday . sunday . monday & tuesday im working ((:
busy right ):
wahahah . better ask me out bfore hand uh !. wahahaha (x
thn headed home .
took 403 baq to inter .
thn took 89 while shihan wanyi they all take 17 .
wahahahha .
lovelovelove (:
reached home & im dreached -.-
ahahahh . no lrt service so i walked home & its raining heavily );
waahahahha .
LMAO !.
fun fun fun !.
&& im going over to py's hse to stay on friday (x
gdnight ppl !.
&& ilove my golden hair ((:

2006-12-24T11:21:00.000-08:00

1. Story behind your friendster song?
LOL .

2. What month were you born in?
JUNE (:

3. Where do you live?
Serangoon to sengkang (:

D E S C R I B E Y O U R

4. Wallet:
hello kitty . pink ? LOL .

5. Dream car?
Ferarri.

6. Toothbrush?
green.

7. Jewelry worn daily?
Earrings.

8. Pillow Case:
Princess.

9. Eyes:
errr . not as big anymore ):

10.What's your favorite color?
orange . black . white & green (:

11. What was your favorite [original] power ranger
color?
white !.

12. Cologne/Perfume:
Gucci envy me.

13. CD in stereo:
No Cd inside.

14. Piercings:
5.

W H A T A R E Y O U

15. Wearing:
black shaghetti & jeans short.

16. Thinking:
im worry bout dad & py .

17. Wanting:
earn money (:

18. The last thing you ate?
turkey.

19. Something you are afraid of?
loosing my precious peepps (:

20. Do you like candles?
yeaps . fancy ones`

21. Do you like the taste of blood?
NO !.

22. Do you believe in love?
uh huh (:

23. Do you believe in soul mates?
errrr . yeaps ?

24. Do you sleep naked?
nope .

25.Do you like seafood?
yeaps !.

26. Do you remember your dreams? last night's?
yeaps . a perfect one (x

27. Do you consider yourself a study freak?
nope (: if i do , none will agree (x

28. Do you consider yourself a health nut?
Nope, i dont care bout my health`

29. Like tattoos?
errr . alrights`

30. Do you believe in miracles?
not really but more& more bcos of GOD (:

32. What's something you wish you could
understand better?
understand whads on his mind (:

33. Who is on your mind right now?
son & dad (:

34. Are you shy around a crush?
errr . yeaps (:

35. Do you have a crush on someone right now?
errr . yeaps . i just realised it xDDDD

37. How many siblings do you have?
err . 2 ?

38. Got any plans for the weekend?
weekends just passed -.-

39. Who do u miss other than your crush/bf or gf?
dad & mom . sisters & frnds`

40. What is the one thing you have learned in life ?
nothing is forever & treasure everything ard you bfore its way too late (:

2006-12-24T10:57:00.000-08:00

1. When is the last time you
held hands with someone?
` tht night at bbq ((:

2. You wake up as the opposite gender,
what's the one thing you'd do?
` i'll scream like nobody's business (x

3. Have you ever crawled through a
window?
` yeaps .

4. Where is your mum?
` slping (:

5. Morning or night person?
` night (:

6. What was the last movie you watched?
` mygirl :DDDD

8. Any cool scars?
` on my nose ):

9. Things about the opposite sex you notice first.
` eyes

10. What do you do when no one is
watching?
` reflect , who am i whn nobody notices you ?

11. Ever been in love?
` yeaps (x

12. What's something your friends make
fun of you for?
` clumsy & lame & buey paiseh (x

13. What is your curfew?
` 11pm ):

14. Would you ever dye your hair red?
` yeaps .

15. You + alcohol= ?
` alcoholic xDDDD

16. What's your worst personality flaw?
` looked fierce ? ):

17. What career would you wish to be
in?
` banking (:

18. Which country would you like to
visit?
` korea (:

19. Do you want a well paying job or a
job you enjoy?
` i want both (:

21. Do you believe in needing a
religion?
` definately ! & imma christain !.

23. When were you last on the phone?
` just _ :DDDD

24. What were the shoes you wore today?
` my mondo covered heels (:

25. Do you like maths?
` im trying to love it (:

26. What about history?
` NO PLEASE (:

27. Have you ever seen 5 squirrels at
one time?
` yeaps !. at my aunt's bangalow (:

28. Can you touch your nose with your
tongue?
` nope ):

29. Do you have a brother?
` yeaps !. (:

30. Did your great grandad fight in
the civil war?
` i doubt i've seen my great grandad bfore -.-

31. Who's your favorite person to talk
to online?
` online ? my one&only SON & derrick (:

32. Have you ever used photobucket?
` yeaps`

33. Do you like hugs?
` duh -.- of course (x

34. Do you want to be a doctor?
` was once my ambition (:

35. Have you ever fallen asleep with
gum in your mouth?
` yeaps (:

36. What do you do right before you go
to bed?
` say gdnight to my dad & mom (:

38. Right when you get out of bed?
` greet my parents (:

39. Would you date a girl with hair
longer than yours?
` errr . imma girl (:
as in frnds ? why not (:

40. Do you want to be famous?
` nope . famous is not as gd as whad we think (:

41. Do you spend a lot of time
contemplating life's answer?
` yeaps (:

42. Do you do your own laundry?
` i leave it to mommy (x

43. What words do you use instead
of "good"?
` pang !. & best !. & idea luh !.

44. Anyone on your mind at the moment?
` my son xDDDDDD

2006-12-24T10:43:00.000-08:00

1. In one word/phrase, explain what
ended your last relationship.
- feeling fade`

2. What made you smile today?
- my stupid son's msg ^^ & all the presents`

3. What were you doing this morning at
8a.m.?
- slpping

4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
- texting with son (:

5. Something that happened to you in
1985?
- im not born yet (:

6. Your prom night?
- PERFECT !. redcross's prom`

7. Last thing you said out loud?
- wait luh (x

8. Last thing someone else said aloud?
- lanjiao`

9. Worst thing currently on
television:
- no idea`

10. What was in the email today?
- i've got alot (:

11. How many different drinks have you
drank today?
- 4 different kind`

12. What is your favorite part of the
day?
- drinking wine , msging with son & receiving presents (:

13. Your current To-do list?
- dye my hair (x LOL .

14. Where is your best friend right
now?
- in the room (:

15. What color is your toothbrush?
- green (((:

16. Any plans for Friday night?
- coming friday ? SHOPPING !.

17. How about Saturday night?
- coming saturday ? shopping (x

18. Least favorite place to shop?
- plaza`

19. Last thing you bought?
- christmas stuffs for frnds (:

20. Last gift you received?
- cookies (:

21. Funniest thing you heard all day?
- pigs at hills`

22. Favorite mug?
- winnie da pooh (:

23. What color is your front door?
- brown

24. Beauty:
- is inside

25. Who's on your mind right now?
- my son (: & jaslyn`

26. Where do you keep your change?
- wallet (:

27. Say something to the number 1
person in your Top 8:
- i've let you go (:

28. What kind of winter coat do you
have?
- fury`

29. What was the weather like on your
graduation day?
- i've not graduated yet ):
but prom for rc was fine (:

30. Least favourite ice cream flavor?
- cone ` yuck!

31. Last rainbow you saw?
- on tv ?! hahah . if not , its afew yrs ago (:

32. Something you are excited about?
- whn is the day coming (:

33. Are you happy with your life?
- yeaps . very ((:

34. What are you thinking now?
- errr .. be thankful for all i have (:

35. Who was the last person you were
on the phone with?
- ahhwee (:

36. The last person who sent you a
message?
- my son !. ^^

37. The last person that you chatted
with?
- ahhwee (:

38. The last person you talked to?
- as in face to face ? mommy & brother (:

39. Person you trusted the most?
- my son & jaslyn & darl & ahhwee (:

40. What makes you excited?
- a new day (:

41. Are you in love?
- yeaps (: && i've let go of him alrdy (:

42. Places you want to be with your
special someone?
- anywhr , as long as im just close to him in his arms (:

2006-12-24T10:31:00.000-08:00

1. What do you have for lunch today?
maggie ):

2. What is the thing that's on your
mind now?
wondering shld i reply my son's msg (x

3. The last person you msg?
my son (:

4. The last person who msg you?
my son (:

5. Last person you called ?
a unknown person (:

6. Last person who called you?
ahhwee`

7. The person on your mind now?
worrying bout my son & py (:

8. Last person who gave you
testimonial?
wann'

9. Which 1 is better to be friend
with, a bitch or a gay?
bitch (:

10. Your latest Enemy?
tht fcuker luh`

11. Your latest Lover?
hehehe (x

12. What do you want to say to your Enemy now?
fcuker off !. [middle finger for you !]

13. What do you want to say to your Lover now?
ilovehim loh (x

14. What type of person you hate?
backstabber (: & fcukers`

15. What type of person you love?
understanding & caring & cute (x

16. What do you want to do after this?
continue finding survey to do (:

17. Do you have any plans for this
week or others?
shopping ((:

18. What are you wearing now?
shaghetti & jeans short

19. What are you going to do tonight?
ton on fone (:

20. What do you want to give to your Enemy?
a tight slap

21. What do you want to give to your Lover?
nothing (:

2006-12-24T10:17:00.000-08:00

survey , randomness .

Message: 01.Your name plus "lyn"
/ cheeyen lyn .

02. Two feelings at the moment?
/ bored & happy (x

03. What are you listening to right
now?
/ hao xin fen shou [chinese version]

04. A part of a song lyric that's in
your mind?
/ 至少我走得比你早

10. Your three plans for today?
/ celebrate christmas & ton after work & drink (:

11. Are you thinking of someone right
now?
/ errrr . im missing my son (:

12. Are you single?
/ yeaps (:

13. What do you want?
/ i wanto ... stay close to my son (: & ppl !.

14. Are you feeling hungry?
/ errr . yeaps ?

15. Who do you miss right now?
/ my son :DDDD & jaslyn !.

16. Last friend(s) you talked to?
/ my son LIM YANG ZHI !. xDDD

17. What do you like about last night?
/ i spent the whole night with jaslyn ((:

18. When you were a kid, what did you
want to be when you grew up?
/ errr .. teacher , doctor & lawyer (x

19. What was your last gift?
/ a bag , cookies (: & make-ups !!!

20. Did you like it?
/ of course !. its the thoughts tht count !.

21. Do you play an instrument?
/ yeaps !. tana saxophone (:

22. What song did you last hear?
/ hao xin fen shou [chinese version]

23. Person you hate most?
/ tht fcuker (:

24. Who makes you laugh the most?
/ ahhwee^^ & jaslyn (:

25. In a few words, explain what ended
your last "relationship"?
/ errr . my heart isnt with hime (x

26. What were you doing this morning
at 8 a.m?
/ in my lala land (x

27. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
/ texting with my son ((:

28. Are you any good at math?
/ NO! but im trying to love it (:

29. Have you ever taken out a loan to
pay for school?
/ uh ?! NO !

30. What do you think about this
bulletin?
/ it sark . made me feel more bored (x

2006-12-24T10:05:00.000-08:00

# 1 . what bothers you right now ?
` cannot ton & cousin's outside , im worried for her ):

# 2 . what is your favorite month of
the year ?
` june & forever it'll be .

# 3 . what was your dream last night ?
` i went on a relationship with the closest guy i am right now (x
[ gosh !. whad kinda dream is tht luh !.]

# 4 . what is your greatest fear .
` the lost of freedom & love ones (:

# 5 . what was the best thing that
happened to you this week ?
` i received many wonderful presents (x

# 6 . what are you planning to do this
weekend ?
celebrate christmas ):

# 7 . what can you promise to the one
you love the
most ?
i'll quit smoking !. && i'll nvr break tht promise my son& darl (:

# 8 . what will you wish for if you
had a genie ?
` the relationship tht im having with the pp ard me will last FOREVER (:

- WHO -

# who is the one youre thinking of
right now ?
` my son (: & frnds (:

# who do you run to when you're down ?
` my son LIM YANG ZHI & derrick & jaslyn (:

# who are the most influential people
in your life right now ?
` my son & jas & frnds (:

# who was the last person you went out with?
` cousins & family ((:

# who will you call/text later ?
` now texting with son (:

# who completes your day ?
` GOD !. & ppl ((:

# who do you want to talk to right now ?
` son !. but he's at RP , i wanto tell him how dulan i am tht i cant ton !.

- WHEN -

# 1 . when will you take a bath?
if i have a chance , i will always take a bath

# 2 . when will you watch a movie?
everytime whn my interest raises`

# 3 . when was the first time you fell in love?
err .. 7 ?

# 4. when was the last time you went out with your friends?
just only ?

# 5 .when was the last time you said "i love you" ?
just now (x

# 6 . when was the last time you read a book ?
a dozen week ago ?

# when was the last time you asked for help ?
definately not recently (:

# when was the last time you kissed your dad/mom ?
every morning ?

# when did you last receive a gift ?
just only !. christmas gifts !. yayness (((x

# do you easily get attracted to the opposite sex ?
it depends on how the guy attracts me (x hahah`

# do you get jealous easily ?
nope . unless its an relationship issue (:

- MISC -

# any people in love with you right now ?
errr . ? hahah`

# want to get married ?
yeaps`

# are you serious when it comes to
relationships ?
yeaps`

# are you afraid of commitments ?
nope . im used to commitments` redcross ):

# do actions speak louder than words ?
you mean mine ? errr . both are loud (x

# how can you tell if a person loves you ?
the way he treats me& the actions he does& how the feeling goes (:

# are you good in handling relationships ?
it depends`

# are you willing to give everything ?
nope`

# do you demand your loved one to change into something that pleases you ?
nope` there still must be freedom between ((:

# would you let go of someone you love ?
why not ? i've alrdy let him go ((:

# is sex important in a relationship?
NOT AT ALL & DEFINATELY NOT !.

# what is the major reason of a break up ?
feeling faded , misunderstandings & jealousy ? [optional for jealousy (: ]

# most important ingredient in a relationship ?
faith , trust & love in your partner ((:

# one thing you like about love ?
thr will always b someone who cares & hold you in the arms (:

# worst thing you did to a loved one ?
dumped him (:

# is your heart broken , beating , or taken?
my heart have to beat if not i'll be dead (:
im loving GOD (:

2006-12-24T07:24:00.000-08:00

23 12 06

met fav. at my hse LRT (:
lrt-ed to cp .
shopped & saw frnds (((:
thn walked to RM .
met baobao , evon , joanna , lina (:
hahahh .
thn saw santa claus & raindeer !.
the stupid raindeer go hit my head !.
i wanto smack his butt !. thn the person look at me )):
irritating !>.<
wahahahah .
thn th santa claus shake my hand & say merry christmas .
thn i go disturb say . 'HOHOHO !. merry christmas !.'
wahahahh . LOL !.
thn bought more presents ):
at watson . spent my $ 30 )):
shaggg . no more $$ .
wahahahha . nvm . at least i still enjoy !.
wahahahah .LOL .
thn fav. wants to go baq to CP.
so headed baq . thn i bought my hair dye ):
BLACK )):
thn wento missha (((:
fav. ask me to choose my own make up ):
i shy sia . teeeeheeee ((x
thn fcuk luh . she bought quite alot for me sia ((x
wahahahah . && i got the membership for missha (((:
thn blah blah blah`
LOL !.
thn wento my hse voiddeck slack.
took darn lotsa pics luh`
fcuking niceee :DDDD
went home after tht (((X
end of today ((:

24 12 06

siansss`
today woke up ,
didnt go for church bcos i tot thrs work .
thn fcuk the boss luhsss`
say whad rain thn dont need so much workers thn i nvr go .
gllb sia . dulan luh`
thn whadtever fcuk luh`
thn sister came home .
passed me my christmas present ((x
got a sling small bag .
its fcuking niceeee luh`
THANK GOD`
thn met fav.
she passed me my christmas present tooo ((:
thankew girl`
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU (((:
thn slack at home .
seriously very pekcek & dulan .
thn go cousin hse gathering . drink wine ((:
very dulan luh . drink lil bit dont die`
LOL .
thn mother dont allow me to ton .
say whad i wear so lil & fcuk stuff .
i very dulan !.
PLUS !. today i come my fcuking period .
even more dulan !.
really , i dulan until i really wanto cry now .
my fcukingly most miserable christmas ever luh .
FCUK !.
i wanto ton !.
knn . ccb . nbccb . gllb . hk !. spsbklnb . knpb .
walan eh !.
fcuk fcuk fcuk`
fcuking christmas you sark !.
ccb !.
made my life so miserable .
make my christmas so fcuking dulan .
hk luh`

2006-12-24T03:25:00.000-08:00

-Longest relationship:
~ 1yr ++

-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you?
~ all said the bfore -.-

-and really truly meant it?
~ only a few (:

-Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were with?:
~ last time i was childish luh & we're still so young , its impossible luh dude`
long way to go -.-

-Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
~ yeaps`

-Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?:
~ yeaps`

-Are you happier single or in a relationship?
~ single ((:

-Have you ever been cheated on?:
~ nope ?

-What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex?
~ his attractive pair of eyes (:

-What is your favorite thing about the same sex?:
~ LOL . personality`

-Have you ever had your heart broken?:
~ yeaps ` once in a while.

-Have you ever broken someone's heart?:
~ always xDDD

-Talk to any of your exes?:
~ always ? :DDD

-If you could go back in time and change things to where you could still be with one of your exes, would you?
~ currently , NOPE !. im so much used to the life tht i have now (:

-Think any of your exes feel the same way?:
~ tht idiot ? hahah . i dont give a damn luh`

-Do you believe that you are a goodboyfriend or girlfriend?:
~ i feel i am (:

-Have you dated people who were notgood to you?:
~ errr . yeaps ?

-Have you been in an abusive relationship?:
~ yeaps !. fcuk tht guy luh` only ahhwee& my ppl knws (:

-Name your most memorable ex:
~ alfred` LOL . i no longer love him loh (:
im in love with another guy =]]x

-Have you dated someone older thenyou?:
~ errr . yeaps (:

-Younger?:
~ errr . nope ?

-Do you regret anything that you have done with a boyfriend or girlfriend?:
~ nope .

-Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?:
~ it depends .

-Believe in love at first sight?:
~ never (:

-Ever dated two people at once?:
~ nope !. i will nvr do tht . bcos i knw tht fcuking pain in it luh`

-Ever been given an Engagement ring?:
~ its normal now (:

-Do you want to get married?:
~ who dont ?

-Do you have something to say to any of your exes?:
~ yeaps` memories will always stay (:

-Ever stolen someone's boyfriend orgirlfriend?:
~ nopes (x

-Ever liked someone else's boyfriendor girlfriend?:
~ teeeheees xDDDDD
im sorry but feelings are in-stoppable (x

-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
~ yeaps !. it hurt till the extend tht ppl may die (x

2006-12-21T23:54:00.000-08:00

1.Do you like anyone?:
my frnds & big family ((:

2. Do they know it?:
everyone knws ilove my ONE&ONLY SON ((x

3. Simple or complicated life?:
hais . complicated-.-

4. Had sex:
im not as LOW CLASS !. bahahah .

5. Bought something:
duh ? -.-

6. Gotten sick?:
i am ):

7. Been hugged?:
yeaps. darl always hugg me (x

8. Felt stupid?:
im always acting stupid ((x

9. Talked to an ex:
everytime ? (:

10. Missed someone:
errr . mayb ?

11. Failed a test:
if i dont study luh ((:

12. Been on a holiday:
yeaps`

13. Danced:
always (:

14. Gotten your hair cut?:
long ago -.-

15. Lied:
seldom now . aint i GREAT (((x

16. Nervous habits?:
i'll have stomach pain whn i got nervous :D

17. Are you double jointed?
: NO! .

18. Can you roll your tongue?:
like duh -.-

19. Can you raise one eyebrow?:
of course & im always doing tht ((:

20. Can you cross your eyes?:
as in ? LOL !.

21. Do you make your bed daily?:
nah`

22. Do you think you are unique?:
yeaps i am !. everyone is ((:

23. Said "I Love you":
yeaps . always saying tht to my son & darl ((:

24. Given money to a homelessperson:
yeaps . redcross always force me to do tht ):

25. Smoked?:
yeaps . & im quitting it NOW !. for the sake of my PRECIOUS SON ((:
thts a promise frm me to him ):

26. Waited all night for a phonecall:
yeaps .

27. Snuck out?:
errr .

28. Sat and looked at the stars?:
yeaps`

29. Do you swear/curse?:
yeaps . i swore for smth tht im serious bout (x
& i curse tht smth for im serious bout too xDDD

30. Do you ever spit?:
sorrryyy (((x
i'll not do tht bcos i've promised son & darl ((:

31. You cook your own food?:
of course !. i was so best in home econ whn i was in sec1 (((x

32. You do your own chores? :
whn mommy's overseas`

33. You like beef jerky?:
ohyeas`

34. Been in love?:
duh -.-

35. You're happy with your life?:
quite ? hahah .
making it perfect luh`

36. You own a dog?
i dont anymore )):

37. You spend your money wisely?:
after working luh (((:
but all on clothings (x

38. Do you like to swim?:
yeaps & for 30 hours luh !. curse tht stupid redcross )):

39. When you get bored do you call a friend:
i always do . noppes . they will call mee (((:

40. Last song you heard:
at the cross ((:
holy uh`

41. Flowers or angels?:
angels xDD

42. Grey or black?:
black :DDDD

43. Colour or black and whitephotos?:
colour .

44. Lust or love?:
lust [ desire . but not sexual luh . idiot !.]

45. Sunrise or sunset?:
same luhhs xDD

46. M&Ms or Skittles?:
skittles`

47. Coke or Pepsi:
im somehow addicted to coke unknowingly )):
bestee , you shld have told me earlier ):

48. Staying up late or waking up early?:
staying up late xDDDD

49. Being hot or cold?:
cold ((:

50. Winter or Fall?:
winter ?

51. Left or right?:
right`

52. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 bestfriends?:
both ??

53. Sunshine or rain?:
it depends ((:

54. Hooked up in the woods?:
NO WAY .!

55. Drank a bottle of alcohol byyourself?:
yeaps . to the death is the best ((:

56. Hooked up in the shower?:
LOL .

57. Kissed:
baobei just kissed me ytd (((x

58. Stolen money from a friend?:
imma civilised ONE alright`

59. Slept naked?:
thts fcuking disgusting`

60. Been in a fist fight?:
the guys always do tht to me ):

61. Had a crush on a teacher?:
past ? hahah.

62. Seen someone die?:
my frnd just passed away today )):
hais`

63. Been on an airplane?:
yeaps

64. Slept all day?:
yeaps -

65. Missed someone:
mayb ((:

66. Fallen asleep during school?:
always slping in classs esp exams nearing days ((:
[with son& woomaooo . they are BAD INFLUENCE xDDDD]

67. Been lonely?:
yeaps`

68. Cheated in a game?
teeeeeeeheeeeeee (((:

69. Been to the ER?:
ER? .

70. Been in a car accident?:
BAHAHAH.

71. Had detention?:
i dont attend detention classes ((:

72. Had a baby pillow?:
yeaps & tell you whad , i love the smell XDDDD

73. Cried yourself to sleep?:
yeaps . in the past , always for him (:

74. Sung in the shower?
never fail to ((:

75.Kiss him before?:
yeaps`

76. Laughed so hard you cried?
im always laughing weather its funny or not ((x

77. Regretted hurting someone?:
yeaps . im really so sorry ):
i hope we're still frnds ):
hope you'll still talk to me in sch ((:

78. Regretted loving someone?:
yeaps . tht fcuker !. hahah .

79. Been SUPER happy?:
yeaps . the bbq (((x

80. Favorite movie?:
homerun !.... !!!!!!! wahahaha `.

2006-12-21T23:35:00.000-08:00

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It takes less than a minute .
Work this out as you read ...
Be sure you don't read the bottom
until you've worked it out!
This is not one of those waste of time
things, it's fun.

1. First of all, pick the number of
times a week that you would like to
have chocolate
(more than once but less than 10)

2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to
be bold)

3. Add 5

4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait
while you get the calculator

5. If you have already had your
birthday this year add 1756 ....
If you haven't, add 1755.

6. Now subtract the four digit year
that you were born.

You should have a three digit number

The first digit of this was your
original number
(i.e., how many times you want to have
chocolate each week).

The next two numbers are

YOUR AGE! (Oh YES, it is!!!!!)

THIS IS THE ONLY YEAR (2006) IT WILL
EVER WORK, SO SPREAD IT AROUND WHILE
IT LASTS.

2006-12-21T10:24:00.000-08:00

i promise to let go (:
letting go of the past & here comes the new beginning ((:
its all about LIFE .
&& every happenings are part&parcels of life <3

2006-12-20T02:47:00.000-08:00

this is gonna be the longest post ever
bcos this post consist of 4days of my life ((:
&& its the BESTEST days of my life xDDDD

&& curse blogger !. hahah .
dont allow me to log into this page until hours of trying ):
but thankew for allowing me still (((:

18 12 06

went for redcross 's AOP.
siannsss`
hope tht will be THE LAST & FINAL AOP for the rest of redcross days (x
thn left early bcos got bbq at night ((x
thn went home .
upload songs in mp3 .
was bloody fedup bcos i dont kknw whad happen my songs all frm window player bcome iTunes .
im so bloody fedup & scolded the comp =[[
thn mommy was like oh-my-gdness-whad-happen-to-her ?
hahah . LOL !.
thn derrick miss called me . thn called baq .
ask me go dwn point in 15mins.
dots . whr got time sia !.
hahah . lol .
thn son say 1/2 hr .
teehee (x
thn bathe & headed to point .
thn they at allea -.-
hahah . thn took escal up .
hahha . lol .
thn woomaoo scold me ):
hahah . thn cabbed dwn to parklane.
thn no cabb wann us bcos got 5ppl .
finally !. thank GOD !.
got a SEVEN seater de taxi stopped at taxi stand (x
hahah . thn we took it .
&& it took us like freaking long in the cabb bcos its jamming outside ):
hahha . thn derrick kaobei me . hahah .
thn whadtever loh .
reached parklane . derrick paid all sia (x
so cool luh !. hahah . lol .
thankew dear ((:
thn went pooling (((x
aunty actually dont allow bcos she say got police opposite . but in the end also we cann go in .
hahah . we told aunty play short one . 1hr plus . hahaha . lol .
thn one table nia loh .
lol .
yangzhi , derrick , gary & jian an .
all 15 yrs old . only i 14 ):
hahah . lol !.
thn bluff luh . say i also 15 . hahah . lol .
thn play . learnt loh .
my stupid son . laugh at me ):
bcos my hands v. weak mah thn cannot play ):
LOL !.
thn playplayplay loh .
hahah . SO FUNN cannnnn !?
laugh & laugh ((x
LOL !.
thn finish le . derrick pay again (x
so gd uh . wahahha . thn rushed to MRT .
mrt-ed baq to sk .
bcos need to go gary hse take the stuff for bbq & buy stuffs also .
thn no time . so didnt play pool for long !.
hahah . but i still enjoy (((x
ask me for further details alrights (((x
i wanto come play pool with son & ppl again ((((((((((x
SO FUNNNNNNNNN !.
LOL !.
thn saw huiting`xinyu`her sister`fadhil`faiz`bala`james`oneguy`zul.
thn son , derrick , gary & jian an went off to gary's hse .
didnt tell me !>.<>
superrrr funnyyyyy bodoh`
thn reached the shelter .
jitao suddenly got alot of ppl thr .
hahhaha.
LOL !.
BESTEE they all , all thr (x
thn rain very heavily -.-
thn mr see& jian an went to buy indoor bbq pit.
hahah . so kind hor ?!
wahahahah . mr see is the best (x
LOL !.
thn play & play . thn eat & eat .
my stupid son so so so bloody darn naughty cannn !?
wahahah .
he said he only eats crabstick .
hahah . idiotic .
thn we fight & fight (x
so fun luh . just dont feel like elaborating only .
wanto knw about all , thn ask me loh (((:
thn all the guys take off their cloths -.-
no pack de also take out . buey paiseh (x
hahaha .
thn gekhee , billy came .
woah .
dhis bbq got 19 ppl sia (((:
FUN !.
thn at night , xinyu&her sister&huiting & fadhil went to sea .
i didnt tagged bcos i dont wanto be LIGHT BULB (((x
LOL!.
thn stayed under shelter with son&besteee they all (((:
thn stupid besteee !. keep hitting my butt luh !.
idiotic !. pervertic ! luckily we are open . if not i'll sue him . wahahah . LOL!.
thn slack bcos raining v. heavily mah thn cannot bbq ((:
thn son& the guys were all like cold chickens . hahahh .
all so cold sia.
luckily i brought jacket along but its still v. cold ((x
hahaha . thn son on the LIANGSANPOR yu ZHU LI YE de song ((:
thn bestee say he sing guy's part thn i sing girl's part .
hahahah .
too baddd i got sore throat . if not i would have sang (((:
bcos im so thick skin deee (((:
thn very funny loh .
bestee go burn paper thn we called it campfire night & we sang campfire song ((:
so funny right !??!
wahahahha .
we are darn closeeeeeeeee luhhhhhh ((((x
thn i jitao ki siao . all cannot tahan me.
bcos i sore throat thn i say i wanto sing song for them .
thn all bth ((x
so funn !. told you im gonna disiao them !.
hahahah . thn i sing . thn gekhee ask me go jogging with him -.-
bcos he very cold . hahahha. tht doggy !. hahaha.
lol . thn i sing power ranger & twinkle twinkle lil star (x
hahahha .
was really darn fucking funn luhhhh .
seriously cant deny it (((:
LOL! .
thn besteee& derrick keep offering me ciggs bcos i very cold & i oneweek plus nvr smk liao . budden i cant bcos son is over thr & stupid dear didnt wanto give it to me too )):
hahah . thn son dont allow me to smk mah so cant loh . if not he'll get angry .
ilovemyson so much . i rather give up smking luh . hahah.
&& im gonna quit it oneday . I PROMISE YOU !. (((:
thn mommy called . she say she'll fetch me aft she finish playing majong .
thn ohkay loh .im so happy . bcos at least i cann stay longer . mommy dont allow me to ton )):
thn xinyu's dad came . thn she say fetch me home ):
so tagged loh . hais . thn left at 12+ 1 am . ahahah . if i waited for mommy .
i could have gone home ard 2am man!.
hahaha . nvm .
at least my dearest son is kind enuff to send me to xinyu's dad's taxi ((:
&& i hooked on to my son's hand ((:
hahahha . sorry luh . i was tooo cold so bth thn hold de (((:
moreover he's my son . whad cann ppl say bout it man ?!
waahhaha`
thn msg-ed son .
thn bestee prank called -.-
luckily i was smart enuff to not pick it up (((:
wahahahah .
seriously i love my ONE&ONLY son ((:
he's so darn cute & caring luh .
i treasure him SO SO SO MUCH luh`
LOL !.
anyway ,
i enjoyed this bbq ((:
its the MOST WET & RAINY & FUN & LATE bbq i EVER attended in my WHOLE LIFE (((:
iloveyou ppl !.

19 12 06

woke up ard 12 plus .
thn headed to JOHOR (((x
wahahah .
me & sister only you knw ?!
how funn cann tht be man !.
wahahah .
thn blahblahblah luh .
thn curse tht bloody rain luh .
flood everywhr is not enuff & even wet mysister&my whole BODY luh !.
hahah .& the worse part was !.
i was wearing jeans pant -.-
idiotic uh !.
thn reached luh . wahahah .
thn shopped the whole shopping mall untill it went UPSIDE DOWN (((:
&& my jeans hasnt dry yet ):
unfair !. my sister's had alrdy dried long ago ):
wahahha .
thn shopped & shopped .
guess whad !. johor also got restruarant called vivo -.-
how lmao !.
hahah .
thn went thr to eat .
ate spaghetti & its was freaking cheap luh .
wahahha . lol .
thn went shpping .
so funn !.
i simply love my sister ALOT !.
hahaha.
bought SOME christmas present thr ((:
i swear it was EXPENSIVE .
really!.hahaha .
but i still bought it .
only for ppl tht worth it ((:
wahahah .
LOL !.
wanted to buy son & bestee shirt but none looked nice & it quality sarks !.
hahah . thn went to look ard & saw boxers (x
hahah . knwing tht we're quite open .
wanted to buy them quick silver's boxers but dont have two ):
IDIOTIC !.
i was so freaking pissed off alright !.
hahah . LOL !.
&& sister bought 3tops & some stuffs (:
&& i bought 4tops & 1 tube dress & 1 bottom ((:
was looking at causal foot wears .
wanted to buy but after converting , it doesnt worth (x
ahahha .
&& guess whad ?!
afterall i only spent $195 on my stuff
& sister spent $150 on hers .
quite cheap right !?
though its three digit singapore dollar ):
hahah , but still , quite cheap !. hahaha . LOL !.
but im broke now ):
wahahha . LOL !.
thn went home ((:
llalalala `
this johor trip is superrrrr duperrrrr niceeee& funnnnn !.
its really more thn typing loh .
cnt express it all out just by typing (((:
ask me man !.
hahahah . i will b MORE THAN willing to share with you ((:
&& everyone !.
i've bought all your christmas presents ((:
llalalala`
ilovemy sister !.
isabelle you rawk !. (((:
LOVES <3

20 12 06

staying at home )):
bcos im sick )):
curse the rain man!.
hahah.
having cough&flu&fever .
aint i pathetic enuff )):
show me some love man .
hahahha . LOL !.
thn wento cp at night .
met darling ((:
she told me she saw tht fcuker with her sister& cousins ((:
hahah .
i was so darn pissed off man. hahaha .
thn was darl went baq bcos we talked for v. long . hahah .
thn i sat at mac with mommy&sister (:
i guess i saw tht fcuker with her cousin !.
hahah . thn LRT-ed home ((:
thn guess i saw tht fcuker with a guy& her sister& cousins at allea .
disgusting BITCH !.
hahah . im just so fcuking disgusted man !.
bcos its really disgusting . LOL !.
SLUTTY luh !.
act onlly .
walan eh .
now ahlian sia !.
LOL !.
come eh !. come luh .
LOL !.
CMI sia ((:
tsk tsk tsk`
if you wanto ask your sister or cousin come ,
i BWG .
&& if you wanto ask your cousin's frnd to add me in frndster just to make me upset bcos she's who's who .
let me tell you , i dont give you a FCUKING DAMN about it alright .
do you think i will be & go as low class as you ?!
FORGET it luh .
wanting to knw ppl& act kind in front of them bcos you want them to help you to go against me ?
seriously , you are tooo childish for it luh .
FCUK OFF luh .
&& delete me for all you want in frndster luh .
i dont need either you or your cousin in my frndster list .
ohplease!.
& like i offended your cousin for god's sake . I DIDNT luh .
its all your words to her & acts luh .
BITCH (((:

21 12 06

stayed at home whole day .
thn smth happened ,
called in denise's fone& conference with kendre haopengyou ((:
LOL .
thn talk talk talk loh .
steady dont knw is who . LOL .
thn hang up .
siansss bodoh`
moody luh .
ask me if you wanto knw . hais .
thn met baobei loh .
hahah .
talked on the fone with felicia they all .
hahah . funny ((:
LOL !.
thn baobei , felicia & joanna waited for me at my block dwnstairs (:
thn LRT-ed to cp .
went to popular . bought my A-MATHS book (:
thick ):
hahahh . thn the stupid person makes me SO FURIOUS luh !.
me & baobei got so dulan . hahaha .
thn went to top up .
& baobei sent me home .
woah i jitao dulan .
the mrt eat my two card de money sia bodoh .
one is adult& another one is mine !>
fcuk fcuk fcuk luh !.
gllb !.
hahah .
LOL .
thn baobei went baq to RM.
hais sian .
wanted to go thr too .
but baobei dont allow bcos they settling taiji ):
sadd !.
i so want to go loh . hais !.
hahah .
was telling baobei ,
i wont chupqiu de .
only will help pueh nia .
hahhah . stupid . lol .
llalalala`
&& my flu sark !.
spoil my voice & i lost the sense of taste ):
hahah .
pray for me tht i'll get well soon man ((;
LOL .
thn msn with nana precious (:
thn she was like insulting her .
hahahh .
i mean tht fcuker's cousin's frnd .
hahah .
& nana says she looks like a SLUT (x
no . i mean hooker (:
hahahah =x
whadtever -.-
nana curse tht fcuker& her cousin to go into IMH oneday (x
hahah .& tht she'll not be surprise .
hahah !. ME TOOO!.
hahah.
im like so looking forward to christmas ((:
working on eve with cousin .
christmas itself wit shihan & wanyi & joyi bah.
hahah.
its gonna be fun i guess ((:
wahahahah`
bcos im BIAOJIE mah !..
SHY SHY >.<

hais . seriously , sometimes you guys gotta understand me too .
as in i knw how much i hated her & things tht she'd done is unforgivable .
i dont wanto loose such gd sister&haopengyou like you two bcos of these .
haopengyou , you told me its my choice .
yeaps i knw how much i hated her bfore .
but whad im doing now , is smth a christain shld do .
to forgive&forget .
i knw its difficult for you guys to accept this .
i confused my feeling with the truth too .
but whad cann i do ?
understand me too cann ?
PLEASE ?
i seriously dont wanto loose sisters&gdfrnd
. esp you . my HAOPENGYOU & patient .
you were by my side whn i got trouble with her . but smtimes i just feel she's too pitiful& my heart breaks too .
understand me please (:
its my job as a christain to forgive her
& tht i also dont want anymore enemies
except for tht fcuker luh .
LOL .
LOVEs ((:

2006-12-17T07:45:00.000-08:00

hahah .
my dearest son & my dearest idiotic partner are quarrelling bcos of me =]]x
ahahahs . well , its a FAKE quarrel thn (((:
i so love them cann !.
whn they quarrel cann make me laugh like hell luh !.
hahah .
&& they love me (((x
hahah .
LOL !.
im gonna have funn tml man !.
wahahha . but darling doesnt wanto go so i dont feel like going le . hahah . if not i seemed extra . hahah . but my son wants me to go (((x
hahah . lol =.=
im going for POOL bah & bbq i dont knw (((:
nvm . son will understand me (((x

2006-12-17T06:15:00.000-08:00

17 12 06

woke up at ard 2plus pm .
didnt go church & you knw whad ?!
church starts at 8am today & aft tht gonna go for training -.-
hais . im confused about all these ))):
forgive me LORD . im really SORRY`
&& wth !? jaslyn didnt wanto go to church too -.-
hahah . lmao girl !.
thn bathed & bus-ed dwn to bedok`
makan with mommy at opposite princess de foodcourt.
siannss . saw the mac opposite . the memories over thr ))):
didnt i say im not gonna love him anymore ?
oh i just pray tht memories wont hold me baq anymore (((:
thn mommy wanto go aunty's hse -.-
so i cabbed all the way to parkway parade (((x
i bought my NICEEEEEEEEE TOPPPP`
hahahh .
thn blahblahblah`
bus-ed home .
reach sk .
thn bus-ed 86 home again (((x
&& im here blogging .
hais . dont feel like elaborating much .
bcos im SICKKKKK !.
grrrr ...
whad a luck man!.
hahah.
tml's bbq & im now SICK !? -.-
ANGRY luh`
&& bfore tht !. in the morning got the bloody redcross AOP again -.-
i dont understand why . always held so many times de AOP but none of the proposals were approved -.-
so why call it APPROVAL OF PROPOSAL ?!
LOL !.
wasting my time only !?! is like always like tht -.-
my niceeee dayyy always been RUIN by REDCROSS -.-
esp AOP !.
gllb !. arghhhs !.
i dont care !.
im gonna leave at 12 man !.
bcos dominic said the lastest is 12pm ((:
&& i NEED to play POOL !.
hahahha . lol .
&& I CANT WAIT to meet dear & son ((((x

anyway , im working at fisherman on eve & christmas day !.
yayness (((x
MONEY MONEY MONEY (((x
able to buy christmas gifts (((x

thank GOD !.

&& i miss my baobei ))):
she left for batam `
grrrr...
hahah .
nvm . im gonna endure (((((((((((:

fcuk the sickness man !.
always nth gd happens !.
sick sick sick !.
dont tell me whn my heart gives up on him ,
thts why im sickk !.
thts not the reason ,
though everything happens for a reason ((x
but im really tired & im gonna give up on him totally this time round (((:
though memories are holding me back ,
i knw i still cann move on without him oneday .
bcos i once did tht bfore.
im not a failure ((((:

GOD I THANK YOU FOR ALL THINGS THT HAPPENED
BCOS I KNW IT HAPPENS FOR A REASON`
&& everything tht had happened ,
all lessons , i've LEARNT ((((:
LOVES <3

2006-12-16T08:13:00.000-08:00

went to plaza & bought dinner for brother -.-
hahah . thn help him buy his black hair dye bcos he's goin baq for reservice (x
YES !. hahaah . lol . thn bought coke frm NTUC thn walked home (((:
was talking to fav. all along . hahha . was darn funny bcos everyone was like why am i talking to myself ? hahah . stupid sia them . i use ear piece loh . lmao -.-
hahah . thn my hp connection fail -.-
hse fone also spoil !.
PATHETIC )x
hais .
hahah . thn nth to do , view ppl's profile (((x
&& i saw smth which im not suppose to see .
hais `
tear-ed again (((:
&& baobei msn me (((:
she said she'll pull me thru'
im really so touched to knw tht .
THANK GOD we're alright now`
hais . guess i cant afford to loose her ((:
she my ONLY PILLAR tht understands me the most (((:
thankew baobei for everything`
&& i love LIM YANG ZHI too (((:
my ONE & ONLY son`
the second pillar of MINE`
hahahs .
he's always with me weather rain or shine.
making me smile with his sweet words .
he sweared he'll b thr for me whn i need him .
how touching is tht man !?
he's a precious guy to me .
not a normal passer by but a guy who stood by & craved his name in my heart & always reminding me tht he's the ONLY SON tht i have & tht he cares (((:
i treasure those moments tht i'd spent with him in class & outside ((x
takecare son ,
i hope we'll get into the same class again ))):
mommy loves you`

&& yes ,
throughtout the talk with baobei & son ,
i understood all the happenings ard me ((:
its gonna be the LAST time im gonna shed these tears for him again`
NO MORE !.
like whad i've told my son & baobei ,
everyday being sad over the SAME OLD THING ,
aint i tired at all ? right now , im seriously VERY TIRED of all these .
&& im gonna stand firm & be STRONG !.
im gonna let him go !.
&& i swear , he's nvr gonna control my emo again`
im not holding him baq at all .
memories are always mend to be memories ,
bcos it had all PASSED & its PAST alrdy`
i cant turn baq time & now i nvr wanto again .
im gonna stand firm & will nvr stumble`
IM GONNA BE STRONG as EVER `
im gonna be baq whd i am & you are not gonna chnge me anymore.
the more i cry for you ,
the more hurt im bringing to d pp ard me.
sadd & cry over you ?
i dont think its worth it ANYMORE (((:
i've thought thru ,
its d faith tht im lacking in GOD ,
&& frm now on ,
im gonna believe & have faith & pray to GOD tht he'll give me a BETTER TMR (((:

thankew my irritating son& baobei (((x
for standing by me always (((:

& stupid LIM YANGZHI !.
mommy's gonna win ohkays !.
accept d fact tht your pool skill sarks luh!.
hahah .
lol .
&& whadtever ohkays ! & shuddup ohkays are MY standard lines NOT YOURS ohkays !
idiotic !.
hahah . now every words are mine (((x
you are gonna LOSE (x
wahahhas .
&& iloveyou son !><
hahah . && you asked me to miss you & think of you totally in my mind ,
though its hard , but im gonna do tht ((:
SO YOU BETTER DO too (((X
&& seriously , mommy didnt knw how impt i was in your heart until today.
those words tht you have spoken ((:
im gonna rmb it till the day i die .
im gonna bring those words tgt with me to my graveyard (((:

eh boy ,
you are NOTHING in my heart now.
bcos my son has replaced you in everything ((:
&& you have won this love game .
you are the winner .
&& im the loser .
aren't you happy at all ?
all i cann say now is tht ,
take gd care of yourself & treasure everything ard you bfore its WAY to late ((:
LOVEs <3
iloveyou NO MORE`

2006-12-16T03:37:00.000-08:00

gonna stay at home the whole day today )x
BOOO !!!
wahahahas`
&&& going to church tml ((((:
i hope i'll be able to go to sister's church ((((x
&&& guess whad ?!
im like really so excited bout MONDAY (((((:
going for bbq !.
BFORE tht , im going to BUGIS ((:
to shop my stuffs.
though i've no money ,
still i will buy for sister her black cardigan bcos she doesnt like the white one tht i've bought . nvm , thn i cann take bcos i like it (x
hahah . thn after going to BUGIS ,
guess whr am i going ??!?!?!
hahah .!
im going to play POOL !. with dear & son & ppl ?
ahahha . the rest i dont knw , i only knw confirm got my son & dear & gary ?
hahah . lol .
PLAY PLAY PLAY !.
FUN !.
hahah . confirm laugh all the way ((((((((x
bcos dear play pool , his eye pajiao =]]x
cannot say !.
ltr he scold me )x
wahahahhas .
I SWEAR IM GONNA ENJOY MONDAY (((((((x
wahahhas .
1st time in my life ?
going out with big grps ?
nonono . big grps is not first time ,
but they bringing their steady along -.-
SIAN SIA !.
hahah . lol . thn cannot play rough ))):
hahahha .
LOL !.

BYE PPL (((((:
im talking to ken & my son & dear !.
yayness *** ((((((:
POOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
wahahah .
lol !.

gllb ):
so darn bloody hot now !.
angry bodoh`
hahha .
wento view tht bitch de profile ((((x
erxin !.
hhaha . so darn disgusting luh`
act lian sia .
woah !.
i scared bodoh`
hahah . lol . disturb ((((x
eeeeeeeeyeeeer `
act only !.
act act act !.
grrrrrrrrrr.........
dont knw how to describe the anger within.
hahah.
luckily today im HAPPYY ((((((((x

2006-12-16T02:16:00.000-08:00

CRAZY !. CRAZY !. CRAZY !. ((((((((((x

hahahs .
im really so crazy over princess hour (((:
hais . if only the story would be continued ((x
hahahs . but heard tht caijing gonna resign the job for acting liaos )x
sadd !. she's like superrr cuteeee cannn ?!
wwhahahas . lol .
&& im staying at home the whole dayy cann !??!
hahah . lol .
im FAT ):
BOOO !!!!!!!.
i wanto slim down ((:
ahahahs . lol !.
no money le luh`.
ytd went out buy many things ((((x
lol !.
&& guess whad !?
IM LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING MY aizai ginna ON MONDAY (x
ahahahahs .
BBQ !. rawk rawk rawk !.
wahahahas . im gonna go crazy on monday man ((((:
wahahahs . i make sure they cannot tahan me like how i torture them in schs (x
wahahhas . im EVIL !. wahahhahs .
i dont care !. i need to torture ppl like yangzhi & derrick ((((x
hahahs .!
&& i love my dear (((:
he's gonnna pass me the casing !. hahahs.
LOL !.
i still love PRINCESS HOUR (((((x
LOVE STORY !.
if me & him tgt jiu really hao le ((((:
i really dont wanto cry over him any longer le ))))):
whadtever -.-

i just hope tht he'll come baq safely frm msia ((:
7 more days to his RETURN (((((x

waiting for your return,
waiting for the day to come`
i SWEAR im gonna take baq whadtever tht belongs to me (:
&& you are ONE OF THEM`
ALL i ever needed was YOUR LOVE
&& the way you hold my hands,
the way you look into my eyes`
i wished one day ,
you will look in my eyes & tell me ,
you have been looking baq ((:

2006-12-16T01:04:00.000-08:00

IM SO CRAZY OVER PRINCESS HOUR STILLL ((((((((((((((((((((x

2006-12-15T10:27:00.000-08:00

dont feel like elaborating too much (x

lol . but i will still do ` lol !.
woke up . late for redcross . msg xuanle & matthew . none reply -.- whad a frnd !. lol .
prepared && met darl at my block downstairs . hahas . lol . i wore the cardigan (x
hahha . lol . thn walked to RM . bought my contact lense . $35 )x
its cost ALOT cann !? ahahha . lol . thn darl complain hungry . so headed to mac luh . hahah . thn saw julian . he keep asking me questions -.- i dont knw how to answer && i dont feel like answering him AT ALL -.-
hahs . shld knw the reason uh . lol . thn saw eugene . hahah . irritating fellow . keep on disturbing me sia. haha . thn as usual . disiao all the way . sing song sing loud loud . hahah . thn i saw this superr cute && handsome boy (X
hahha . its eugene's frnd . thn wann intro . thn eugene say he dont like girls de . wtf !? haha . lol . pianpian dont wanto give me no. thts why find excuses . lol . thn eugene accompany me while waiting for julian to fanggong . hahah . lol . walan eh . thn eugene wann ask me go shk thn darling sayy cannot . hahah . lol . thn disturb luh . hahah . thn wengweng come . haha . thn eugene & julian went up to arcade (:
saw many ppl sia. saw yina girl` baobei` eevon ` jelin ((:
hahha . lol . thn crapped luh with my bestee (x
thn bestee say tht guy v. xialan so i ddint say anything loh =]]x
hahha . lol . thn bestee pey me wait for jaslyn . hahha . lol . thn jas came . bestee left !. yayness !. bestee is always the best luh !. always pey me (x
hahha . ilovebestee till no end luh `
hahha . lol . thn bus-ed to TM & shopped again (x
i keep eating curry puffs . hahha . dont knw why but v. hungry (x
lol . thn mrt-ed to expo (x
MAGIC OF LOVE ((((:
saw yunyu & anna at tm ((:
anyway , baq to MOL (:
so freaking niceeee cannnn ?!
hahah . the 1st person i saw on stage !..
haha . lol . && the magic is FANTASTIC (((X
really . i didnt lie (((:
ohmygoodness !. i heard pastor khong's personal testiment ? hahah . lol . was so touching . cried a few times yea (((x
hahha . shy ` lol . really , thank god luh . GOD's grace & by faith loh . pastor khong forgave her daughter !. && !!!!!!!!! issac is SUPERRRRRR DUPERRRRRRRR CUTEEEEEEEE cannnnnnn ?!!??! hahha . i swear i didnt lie !. issac is really so so so cute !. hahah . thank GOD !. HAHHA .
&& pricilla is PRETTY tooo (:
GOD's children are WONDERFUL` BEAUTIFUL ((((:
GOD is really wonderful luh .
i believe in god tht i'll see the change in my family (((((((:
AMEN (X

lol . thn mrt-ed to changi airport . bus-ed baq to sk & walked to RM & homed ((:
hahah . saw sister at my block downstairs (((;
hahha . lol . sians`

i enjoyed today !?
hahah .
LOVELOVELOVE <3

2006-12-15T10:11:00.000-08:00

SURVEY OF THE DAY __________)))x

Question: whats the saddest thing you ever seen upset you terribly?
Answer: went home without him` LOL !.

Question: who gave you a terrible brain wash?
Answer: baby (x

Question: what time you reached home?
Answer: 12am (((:

Question: where you last went?
Answer: MAGIC OF LOVE ? haha . its at expo (x
[thn to tm & to RM thn HOME ((: ]

Question: how did you get home?
Answer: bus27 & walk ?

Question: who did you meet outside the train station?
Answer: err .. no one ? er .. darl & fav.

Question: who did you had a great talk with?
Answer: BARNABAS LEE HERN !. (x

Question: Who last gave you a miss call?
Answer: xuanle`

Question: whose profile you last view?
Answer: idiotic boyfrnd (x

Question: what you thinking of?
Answer: him ? the heartbreaking things ?

Question: will you get back with ur ex'boyfriend if you got the chance to?
Answer: definately if its ALFRED (x
hahah . lol . got ex bfore alfred =]]x

Question: do you miss ur ex'boyfriend?
Answer: alfred ? YES !.. hahah . MUCH MUCH MORE MAN !. (x

Question: are you happy or not?
Answer: nope . NOT AT ALL ?. just a lil ??

Question: do you've a girlfriend?
Answer: imma girl . dont b lmao (x
but , i do (((:

Question: do you've anyone in mind?
Answer: duh -.- hahha . HIM`

Question: Will you find someone of the same characteristic of the one you use to love?
Answer: he's UNIQUE !. no one cann be like him AT ALL (((:

Question: After today is?
Answer: TOMORROW (x

Question: did you cry after ur previous relationship?
Answer: broke up with ken but cried not bcos of breaking up with him . its bcos of alfred . haha !. haha . lol -.- [broke up with ken bcos of alfred )x ]

Question: what are you waiting for?
Answer: HIS RETURN luh` frm msia SAFELY PLEASE (((:

Question: will you cry again because its over?
Answer: i have been always crying . im not a cry baby afterall ((((((((:

Question: how long did you manage to forget the one you use to love deeply?
Answer: took me a year & had forgotten him but now he's now baq in my mind AGAIN ! (x

Question: where you going now?
Answer: SLEEP -.- haha`

2006-12-14T09:18:00.000-08:00

13 12 06

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER ((:

i spent broke my hard earn money to make my sister's birthday a meaningful & memorable one (x
aint i a GREAT SISTER ?! hahah . be one of my sisters thn (x
teehee . lol .
but bcos she spent more than expected on me always , thts why im willing to love her so much (((:
LOVED <3
my bestest sister ever ((:

14 12 06

woke up . hahah . you knw whad ?!
i chiong-ed princess hour . omfg !. i cried like so many times till the extent tht i have to use MUCH ?! hahah . lol . im just crazy (((x
look !. the story is really so bloody touching cann !? hahs . pardon me uh . though i knw i shldnt be watching tht at these very moment (x
hahah . gees` lol !.
i jitao chiong till 5am ?! thn i cant wake up . hahah . thn met ahhwee they all at tm inter small mac thr ((:
woah!. the first i got noticed was alex -.- bcos he raised his freaking leg to block my way -.-
hahahs . lol . thn llalalas` loh.
nick , alex , ivan , cheehao , yuecheng , shengwei , johnathan && more were ALL THR (x
hahah . lol . thn bfore i come , got UNCLE come ask nick they all chup whr =.=
hahhs . i really laughed to end cann !? hahahs . like wth luh !? hahah . lol -.-
hmmm . nvm . like they wont tell you de loh UNCLE !. HAHAH . lol -.-
thn went to take 69 to base ((:
&& nick & alex wentto tm loh -.-
on the bus , our group laugh until so loud sia . haha . lol . bcos they laughing at johnathan . gay (x PPG !. hahah . LOL !.
thn all the way they laugh sia . thn waited thn took trolley & stuff . went to our block (x
hahah . ahhwee , ivan , the whad maoo , yuecheng & me went tgt (((:
thn ivan went baq take hp . lol . thn we all slacked till 7.30pm sia bodoh` (x
hahahs . like so funn can n!?
thn crapped luh .
today earn ??? not much )x
ahahha . lol .
but i enjoyed (x bcos i pinched yue cheng & shengwei's nipp (x
hahah . im not pervertic ohkay`
lol . thn me & ahhwee working half way , nick & alex came to find us sia !.
like so shocking cann !? hahah . so funn . thn disiao all the way .
didnt sell until (x hahah . thts why today's sales is bad!.
thn gllb , we kena tua !. hahah .
ahhwee wanted to find him after work . hahha . lol .
thn open moo && eat loh .
thn alex & nick went to slack .
ahhwee go bluff ppl say got taiji or smth . see they wanto help mah . thn none helped (:
hahha . LOL !.
thn dont wanto sell liao . slacked at void deck thn went baq to base (((:
i accompanied alex & nick ((:
nick so badd cann !? dont allow me to puff ! . hahah . lol .
thn i puff alex's hk . hahah . one puff only loh .! hahah .
thn shengwei want give me but i didnt want !>.<
hahah . lol . see im sucha GOOD GIRL !((:
bcos i've promise TWO PERSON le mah`
so i cant break my promise (((:
thn ivan started to disturb me liao -.-
&& alex also -.-
plus no chance given ohkay !.
how pathetic )x
idiotic !><
hahah . thn i chased aft ivan . hahah .
was fun luh . bcos in the beginning his face so bloody BLACK CANN !?
hahah . LOL !.
thn cabbed baq to tm .
hahah . thn took 27 baq home (((:
thn nick they all go bedok play dota ((x
hahha .
DOTA SIAOS =]]x
lol .
thn took lrt home .
bfore tht saw duanming kor , a girl & ian (((:
hahha . they going to ton (:
LOVED <3

thn homed`.
barney accompanied me for the whole night man !.
hahha .
shared with him so much ((:
yea . only he understands the most at tht point of time .
no wonder we were once like tht (x
hahah . lol . but at least i thank god i didnt accept barney , if not i guess i wouldnt dare to face him le (x
hahah . yea . barney told me alot (((:
he understands me so much (:
thank god . i had a frnd like him who praised me `
im so shocked to hear barney saying tht im gd . hahah . though im fierce whn i dont smile ((:
hahhas . lol . && he knws everything im doing is not easy . && im giving too much to it . hahs . i promised barney to not think silly & try to start my life afresh ((:
hahs . told barney really aload ((:
&& i hope we'll forever be tht close . hahas . tht guy of mine (:
barney said . he hope to see both the old & new cheeyen (:
the old cheeyen bcos im always smiling weather rain or shine`
& the new cheeyen bcos he wants me to be the girl who will forget about alfred & he wants to see me with another new guy tht loves me more than i love him (:
ahhah . isnt barney a great frnd ?!
&& barney told me , many guys outta would appreciate my love more than alfred will . but thoughts after thinking , its not the appreciation tht matters but the heart of feelings matter ((:

i really thank god for a frnd like BARNABAS LEE HERN ((:
hahah`
believe it or not , he's one of the guy who captured my heart bfore alfred ((((x
im shy`.
hahha . but now , he has his girl & i had my dream guy ((:
wonderful uh ?

smuackss`
wonderful one <3
thankew bestfrnd for making me smile once again (((:

2006-12-11T11:57:00.000-08:00

UPLOADING MORE PHOTOS TML (x
sorry luh` bcos i now still editing leh .
see this hr shld be slping de loh =]]x

my nails (x
nice uh` BAHAHAHS` long enuff for medicure `
unlike SOME PPL's , nails SO SHORT also want medicure -.-

you really never knew how lonely i was`

2006-12-11T09:24:00.000-08:00

11 12 06

hmmm .
today (x
gllb !. ytd i blog the whole night thn i go inside my room thn my mom go switch off the switch thn jitao i forget to save bodoh`
thn all nvr come out (x soobbs luh`
i posted so much sia . all just for him bcos its 101206` OUR ONE & A HALF YEAR (x

whadtever -.-
continue with today (((: woke up at 2plus bodoh . thn faster go bathe thn come online . chatted with ahhwee & frnds . ahhwee ask me if yuecheng cann add me ? thn i say dont knw . hahah . thn ahhwee jitao disturb yuecheng using my nick . hahha . bodoh`
thn met ahhwee , ivan & yue cheng at dhouby . thn saw my ex while waiting for them . hurhurs . whadtever -.- && on my way to meet them , i saw tht cb bitch . hahah . thn she scream like siao char bo -.- thn i call her diam luh . thn she stare at me -.- thn go tell the guys dont knw whad -.- hahah . lol . dont knw luh . hahha . same word , I DONT CARE (((:
i dont even bother (((: thn reached yishun . today work yishun sia )x
thn go take bus to find the base -.-
thn found aft two rounds of sitting -.- hahha . lol . thn on the bus , they keep on disiao-ing me & hwee sia . jitao dont like bodoh` . hahah . thn yuecheng jitao bth me sia . haha . he dulan bodoh . he say i keep on laughing non stop . hahah . lol . i nth to do mah . thn he say nth to do must laugh uh ? hahha . lol -.-
whadtever loh . hahah . thn ivan ask me wann ciggs . i tot dont have le so i say dont want . haha . lol . thn actually have -.- thn i take ivan just light de . thn puff once thn return baq to him . haha . bcos the taste so bloody disgusting luh . i nvr puff tht brand de (: && im not suppose to puff anymore (((: thn take ice cream le thn go sell loh . thn cb , got this uncle , jitao hse nice nice thn slam the fcking door at me . gllb . hahha . thn sales was quite lousy luh . thn behind behind was quite alright . hahha . thn ahhwee v. angry bcos he say jitao ppl see me thn buy (x hahah . lol . whadtever . hahah . thn go baq . thn saw many many many police bodoh . gllb . they keep looking at me sia . hahah . bcos i was waiting for ahhwee & ivan . hahha . lol . thn in the end ahhwee ask me to go thr thn i went loh . lols . thn police case over dry ice -.- hahah . thn cb kia sia . jitao suspect my guailan kia . gllb . ivan didnt loh . gllb . hahha . lol . thn i bought ice cream cake baq for sister . haha . its a surprise ohkays (x thn sales over $80 (x
hahah . thn today me & ahhwee each $ 32 bodoh` . hahha . lol . thn ya . go baq to the case . dont knw who the hell throw de sia . throw down using 1.5l cann !? wtf luh . haha . lol . thn dont knw whad happen luh . police come question ppl =.= thn boss in foul mood bodoh . hahah . he like so darn angry cann ??! hahah . lol . whadtever . luckily nvr check bag . if not die (x hahah . ahhwee & me were like , dry ice in bag -.- hahah . lol . but seriously , dry ice not ivan do de . also not me & ahhwee do de . lol . lucky sia . ahhwee at first break ice for my ice cream cake sia . luckily is different block bodoh . if not ltr kena accuse sia . lol -.-
thn went to take 812 baq to yishun inter ((: saw shengwei & ppl -.-
hahha . johnathan -.- gay (x
hhahaa . lol . thn shengwei & yuecheng v. disgusting =]]x
hahah . i pinch their nipps (x hahah . lol . thn lyktht loh . 1st time i 1st day knw tht guy thn i pinch their nipps . hahha . lol . they very irritating de loh . but superr duperr darnnn funny cann ??!! hahahas . lols . whadtever . thn they tell us is wrong bus stop bcos got temporary bus-sttop . gllb . bus driver dont stop thr at all luh =.=
hahah . lol . thn in the bus , ivan ask ahhwee if next time cann pair with me thn dont knw whad luh . hahah . thn i say cann thn ivan say dont want bcos ltr i not thr thn ahhwee beat him -.- hahah . whadtever loh . hahha . talk cork nia sia . bodoh` lol . thn ivan ask me if i still like alfred , thn i say dont knw . haha . thn he ask me if i like ahhwee thn i say no , i go say i like ivan -.- lol cann !? like im just joking luh (((x lol .
hmmm . thn they jitao steady bodoh` they accompany me wait for the bus 85 thn they cabb home . steady de fren uh ? hahah . lol . thn whadtever luh . hahah . thn got cb this girl diao me . thn i diao her baq . hahha . whadtever -.- i dont give a fcuking damn . like i care ?! hahah . whadtever luh`` i dont understand why girls just SO LOVE to diao me SO MUCH ?! hahah . like i got xialan bin ?! hahha . although i got xialan attitude luh . hahha . baobei & frnds also say so (x but true mah . if you cannot tahan me , thn dont be my frnds (x
thts enuff baby ((: wanto tio me also cann ((:
thn went home loh .
bahahhas` && im gonna blog abt some lil lil small part abt whad i've wrote abt ytd , the love tht i have for him ((:
&& ! anyway , i got my cardigan bought && hello kitty watch ((:
hahah . course me alot baby )x but it still worthy . bcos money doesnt really matter to me though money matters to the things tht i wanna buy -.- BAHAHAHHA`

the story just begin like tht ((:

100605 ` the day we started off && until today `
101206 ` ONE & A HALF YEAR aft all the sorrows & laughters (:

though we are no longer tgt , memories are always thr ((:
memories will always STAY until the end of time `
im tired of typing everything out like whad i did for ytd , && it didnt came out but i just wanto sumarise . my love for you is not describable in typing`
i dont knw how am i gonna express it to you .
there are still love within us . i knw .
though chances for us to get baq tgt again is rather low & as gd as NO MORE `
i always believe feelings are still thr no matter how far we are apart .
yea , we were drifted apart many times .
i choose to break with you && to you , you might think its an silent one . but it doesnt really matter to the both of us at first . until the day you asked for patch . it really mean alot to me . the feelings ` be it we are broken up apart for how long , the feelings are always always there . everynow & every when .
who knws ? none of us but you & i `
yea , my feeling for you once faded but still , no matter how many times it faded away , my love , my heart & my soul is ALWAYS with you .
if i could stop all these frm happening , i would .
bcos i wouldnt wanto see myself suffering too . i really love you alot i cann say .
the feeling tht i have for you is so different frm the feeling i have for others (:
bcos of the special bond within us ((((:
though you are no longer mine , i still look baq at the moments we once shared .
as you read all these words , i really hope you will understand how much you mean to me . its reallly alot . im not despo or whad . but i just want you to be by my side .
now tht you are gone , im hurting, really`
i could only thankew for all the beautiful memories & thankew for authoring sucha GREAT story in my heart , tht i promise , i will NEVER forget abt it (((:
yeas , i alrdy thank god for having you ONCE MINE bcos i knw SOME PPL just want you to be THEIRS but they just CANT . im really grateful tht i was once your girl who shared sucha great moments with you`
though those times were SO SHORT , i dont mind .
you ever heard of this saying ?
"bu zai hu tian chang di jiu
zhi zai hu chen jing yong you"

really , i dont wish for a FOREVER bcos i knw NTH LAST FOREVER ((:
im really grateful enuff to have you ONCE MINE ((:
of course i will wish upon tht we'll get baq tgt again .
i dont mind those hurts , but just give me another BEAUTIFUL MOMENTS with you baby`
i just hope to stay a lil longer more with you bfore the end time comes ((:
if we werent fated to be tgt , we wouldnt get SO CLOSE aft times of quarrels && even attend church tgt . you broke the imagine of a promise breaker && left me with the sweetest memories baby . you came to church with me . im really contented .
i believe all these while , we have been missing each other badly . though no words were spoken but we knw it inside ourselves clearly ((:
we would appear to be strong & feeling-less but deep inside us , we are so weak & fragile ):
all these while , all the misunderstandings , i hope i will have a chance to clear it with you baby . if we have the chance to get baq tgt again , i knw we'll be so darn close than ever bcos we knw how precious we are to each other`
all these while , you have been making me to wait for you . you haven really marked a FULLSTOP in my heart & our story`
im still waiting until now .

i could only wish tht one day , you would say , you have been looking at our past ((:

sometimes , i really wonder , whad do you treat me as ? a toy ? playing ard with my feelings ? giving me a cold shoulder whn you are sick of me ? && giving sweet talkings to me whn you love me ? as & when you like ? im not tht kinda girl like whad you think .
tell me tht you love me or tell me tht you love me NO MORE`
just give me a simple & short answer .
leave our memories alone && make it the best moments i ever had if you love me NO MORE `
but hold my hands again && tell me you love me if there are still loves <3
i really yearn to hold your hands && ask you to love me as much as before ((:

im really sorry to baobei , darling & frnds`
i knw im really sucha disappointment to you guys .
i knw you all have been waiting for me to give up on him .
i knw i once did & i forgotten abt him , but tht wasnt a real forget .
bcos someone just past by `
i knw i could live without him alrdy bcos im alrdy living withouth him .
but have you all stand in my shoes & spare a tot for me ?
baobei , i knw you did & i thankew for the trust tht you believe will forget him .
im really sorry .
i knw i cant allow his pair of eyes to attract me again but i couldnt stop it .
really , i cant `
trust me , its really difficult for me to not stop loving him`
bcos the past moments tht i've shared with him was really GREAT`
be it its ONE DAY or ONE MONTH (:
they are still precious memories to me `
really , its not easy`
i just realise i cant give up on him so easily .
esp whn some ppl are trying to get him (((:

hais``
but whadtever it is luh .
he only say you chio loh .
doesnt mean he likes you -.-
FCUK OFF FRM MY LIFE`

boy , these words are for you , read it && rmb it ohkays ?` :

" all i ever wanted is you
all my life i've been waiting
just for you to tell me
that you love me.
but just when will that day come?

love me
love me not
love me
love me not "

boy , during the past ,
whn there were only ME & YOU ((:

" When There Is Me And You
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe in
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you "

hais`
everything is over .
but there are still love within us baby ((:
i'd alrdy confused my feelings with the truth
&& thought you were my fairytale
but its all A WRONG mindset of thinking .
&& i didnt mind (((:

i would wnto only ask
"if nothing last forever , will you be my forever ?"

iloveyou`

2006-12-09T09:21:00.000-08:00

09 12 06

yayness (x
mummy woke me up && guess whad she say !?
mummy asked me not to go for CU bcos she said its very uperr dangerous . whad if i get lost ? thn redcross ppl cann get baq a daughter for her ? hahah . cann tell how precious i am . teeheee . sorry luh . im just so KUKU (x
haha . thn forget whadt happen liao . thn went to meet darlyn first . get my cash liao thn go shk . finish liao thn go take lrt to sk (: thn saw my idiotic boyfriend!. haha . thn he ask me go over . thn he talk to me loh . haha . lame !. thn he ask me superr duperr many question . hais . im so so so sad. next yr he wont be in sch le . stupid sia !. i hope he'll come baq sia. hais . hope he'll study hard in ITE loh (((:
thn talk abt jobs . hahah . thn he keep asking me whad i working as thn i dont wanto tell him . thn he beat me . hahah . thn we fight .! hahah . thn blahblahblah`
he say i looked like a lil girl ): always ppl say tht . hais . hahah . but nvm luh . lil girl so whad ? i get attention leh!. haah . teehee (x
thn took mrt tgt . haha . thn i ask boyfriend to come find me thn he dont want . he say he lazy thn ask me go find him . hahah . thn i dont care him . hahah . always bully me ):
thn i left at dhouby bcos i meeting ivan & ahhwee thr . thn boyfriend say next time pey me out (x wahahahs . how greatt !!.. haha .whad a great boyfriend i have (x
hahah . lol . its NOT FUNNY -.-
thn ahhwee & ivan waited for me . thn we board our train && headed to sembawang ):
irritating . hahah . like so far cann !? hahah . reached . went into 7-11 . thn ahhwee de frnds all say abt me & him -.-
darn cb cann !? haha . i dont like it loh . haha. no luh . i mean im not angry luh` bcos im not tht petty (x but nowadays not in gd mood mah` my heart hasnt settle down yet . there still loves for him baby (: hahah . thn went to work loh . hahah . blahblahblah` long story luh . hahha . thn sales like so sarky cann !? hahah . thn we tot will not earn & plusplus scoldings frm boss ? but in the end , i dont think so bahh` (:
we earn $21.50 loh. hahah . though its quite lil , at least we 've done our best ? lol . thn 9.45pm thn go baq base liao . waited for them at another block 1st . hahah . thn they came baq . jitao ivan so fierce bodoh . woahs . really , 1st time i see him no smile . thn i ask ahhwee why ? thn ahhwee say he dulan . sadd !. my guailan kia (x hahahs . haiyoyo . working is like tht de luh . dont need dulan de luh . lol . aft awhile thn he ohkay liao . jitao ahhwee & ivan always say things secretly jitao make me uncomfortable bodoh (x
hahah . thn went to meet sheryl & irene uh ? hahah . dont knw who luh . ivan & ahhwee's frnds . lol . thn while walking to find them , jitao saw mata car . haha . thn ivan ask us walk another side bcos of smth . hahah . cant tell =]]x
wanto kpo ? ask me personally bcos this is cyber bodoh . hahha . lol . thn we quickly ran off loh . thn saw 3 mata car altgt bodoh` somemore all different de sia . walan eh . ivan really so wanted meh ? haha . jkjk . lol . thn met sheryl & irene . thn MRT-ed home tgt (((: thn they left at panjang . thn ivan & ahhwee send me home (((: hahah . how great (x
thn my guailan kia jitao guailan . say i very noisy . hahah . lol . whadtever -.- thn he make me laugh all the way bodoh . thn reached dhouby , i ask ahhwee help me take bag thn i chase aft ivan all the way . haha . so funny luh . thn we cant stop laughing . thn i say i wanto pinch him . thn he say cannot . thn i say i wanto pinch his nipples . thn he dont do whad stun luh . hahha . i jitao bth . thn cannot stop laughing sia bodoh`
ahhaha . the diamond de things . so funny luh . hahha . lol . thn we laugh & laugh . thn i chase aft him again . thn i say steady he show me the diamond thing again thn i dont pinch him . he tell me steady he go baq sk show me . thn i ohkay loh . wait loh . hahha. thn in the train jitao bth sia . cannot stop sia . hahahs . lol . thn saw my seniors (x shermain aunty , cheeyong , weixiang & ppl more (x hahaha . thn they laugh at me -.- ask me go thr thn say i so short !. so badd . hahha . thn shermain aunty jitao stranggle me thn i shout . hahha . i heh !. thn everyone look at me . hahah . paiseh bodoh` (x
hahah . but i dont care luh . i jitao thick skin de bodoh (x
hahah . lol . thn reach sk . hahah . thn lrt baq to my hse . my guailan kia sibei guailan . complaining all teh way . haha . lol . but was superr duperrr funn luh . thn i keep on disiao weixiang sia . hahha . thn he left . lol. thnn ahhwee & ivan actually wanto makan de thn they in the end decided to go baq bedok makan . so send me home . gd sia bodoh` (x
hahah . thn ivan ask ahhwee send me to my block thn he wait for him at lrt there . bcos he wanto shk . lol . thn ahhwee send me loh . thn ivan shout . ahhwee !. thn he say go tgt better -.-
jitao i feel ivan scared of ghost bodoh . haha . no luh . jkjk . bcos my hse really v. dark mah . && they also say , must send me home . haha. really v. good frens uh ? lol . thn rched my block downstairs le . thn ivan jitao ask ahhwee to send me up . i jitao say NO !. haha . thn i go up myself . i scared sia . i feel so weird loh . i only treat ahhwee as my bestest frnd of all && my destiny sia . thn ivan jitao get the wrong idea bodoh (:
haha . hor ahhwee? hahah . lol -.-

&&& ivan dont wanto do the diamond for me to see again !><
haha . but i jitao still laughing until now (x
hahah . lol . whadtever -.-

&& like tht loh . hahah`.
i enjoyed my day loh .
hahah .
lol .
ilove ivan & ahhwee luh (x
&& darlyn & weiyee (x
hahahs .
hohoho` .
my idiotic boyfriend !><
hahha . lol -.-

have a nice day bodoh (((x

2006-12-09T09:12:00.000-08:00

# If I were a month I would be:
` JUNE still (x

# If I were a day of the week I wouldbe:
` Sunday`

# If I were a time of the day I would be:
` Midnight

# If I were a planet I would be:
` Mars

# If I were a sea animal I would be:
` fierce DOG (x

# If I were a direction I would be:
` north-east & east-west ` [sum up , EAST (x ]

# If I were a piece of furniture I would be:
` A chair

# If I were a sin I would be:
` Pride

# If I were a historical object Iwould be:
` A monument

# If I were a liquid I would be:
` Acid

# If I were a stone, I would be:
` Diamond

# If I were a tree, I would be? :
` Weeping Willow

# If I were a bird, I would be:
` parrot

# If I were a tool, I would be:
` Hammer

# If I were a flower/plant, I would be:
` die die i also dont want !.

# If I were a kind of weather, I wouldbe:
` rainy

# If I were a mythical creature, Iwould be:
` A phoenix

# If I were a musical instrument, Iwould be:
` tana saxophone (x

# If i were an animal I would be:
` FIERCE DOG =.=
didnt i just answer the ques previously ? lol`

# If I were a color, I would be:
` Black

# If I were an emotion, I would be:
` happy (:

# If I were a vegetable, I would be:
` salary

# If I were a sound, I would be:
` the sound tht brings joy to everyone (:

# If I were an element, I would be:
` Fire

# If I were a car, I would be:
` HONDA / TOYOTA COROLLA`

# If I were a song, I would be:
` the greatest story ever told

# If I were a movie, I would be:
` Death Note

# If I were a sonnet, I would bewritten by:
` Mozart? lols!

# If I were a food, I would be:
` fried rice (x

# If I were a place, I would be:
` bangkok

# If I were a taste, I would be:
` sweet

# If I were a scent, I would be:
` Lavender

# If I were a religion, I would be:
` christainity (x
[ && i'll forever be tht till the end of time (: ]

# If I were a word, I would be:
` BLESSINGS

# If I were a body part I would be:
` a pair of eyes

# If I were a facial expression I would be:
` cheerful (:

# If I were a subject in school I would be:
` english

# If I were a cartoon character I would be:
` winnie the pooh & hello kitty (:

# If I were a shape I would be:
` heart

2006-12-08T09:37:00.000-08:00

08 12 06

today`
suppose to go camp de `
morning ,
woke up ard 6+ 7
thn inshyrah msg-ed && say she not going -.-
so left me & farhan nia`
so went to bus-ed 27
reached inter thn farhan ask me to makan breakfast so went loh . haha . he's so so so GREAT (x
ahha . thn bus-ed 67 . so cute luh . he got the info (x
ahah. lol`
thn we took frm TM inter to CCK inter thn frm CCK inter to TM inter but still cant find the fcuking place (x
lol .
thn we lost our way . ahahs.
thn farhan & i decided to go baq home loh`
thn farhan went for friday prayer , thn i waited for him at mac for hours )x
hahah . but nvm (((:
haha`.
thn went baq to cp . was talking about our religion && he keep on bullying me loh` !.
haha. but he's a really niceeeee guyyyyy luhhhhsss ((x
thn went home (:
ahhwee msg-ed me .
meet him ard 5+ .
bfore tht wentto meet baobei && get my hk (x
lols .
thn met ivan && ahhwee at 240
thn ivan keep kapo my hk .
hahah`
asshole loh he.
MY guailan kia (((((:
lol .
thn waited for them to get their trolleys frm their boss -.-
thn suddenly out of no whr i pair with ahhwee (:
hahah . lol .
thn went to sell . quuite gd luh the business ((:
haha . ivan&& the other guy also not bad (:
better than us .
hahah . thn go shk thn continue selling ((((x
hmmm .
thn blahblahblah`
so funny && it was bloody fun luh (x
hahah .
thn the guy call && say ivan tio taiji .
make me & ahhwee faster go to their block && help -.-
thn i scared , i ask ahhwee help me keep (x
sorry luh . bcos my parents v. strict leh . hahha`
lol . thn actually they prank us -.-
cb !. haha . thn my fcuking bladder bth thn wanto pee (x
thn ahhwee && ivan they all help me go ask pp for toilet thn got this uncle dont wanto lend thn ahhwee go scold him selfish . so fcuking funny luh . budden i didnt laugh bcos ltr my pee drip out =]]x
hahha` .lol (X
thn wento this lady's hse thn pee le thn went baq to our block le (x
hahah`.
thn saw my guangwei =.-
he ask me to kiss him thn he will buy my ice cream -.-
lol . hahah . lol -.-
thn saw youyi && ian && feishawn .
shaggg`
youyi so unfriendly suddenly )x
hhaahas.
lol . serious , he really so different frm last time sia )x
lol -.-
ppl change luh hor (((:
hmmmm .
thn went to sell again . thn use ppl de toilet again (x
ahha .
long story luh . but was fcuking funn !.
hahah` ask me if you wann ohkay (x
hahah .
lol . in the beginning saw this two charbo diao me .
cb . buey gain come luh hor . cb . lol -.-
thn working tht time ,
alfred msg ahhwee ,
i shagg )x
hahah . thn alfred also msg me (((:
hahah` i jitao happy bodoh`
hahah . thn ahhwee bth (x
thn ahhwee call him thn chatted .
lol. thn ivan went home bcos his dad fetch him.
ahhwee is gd enuff to send me home baby (x
ahhah . i so love him cann !?
hahah . lol .
thn wentto base ? thn saw ahhwee de frnd .
they call me thn disturb . irritating . i also dont knw them .
lol . thn ahhwee jitao send me home bodoh`(x
hahah . so funny loh . too bad today nvr clear .
sorry destiny ((((:
hahah . lol . thn reached home (:
today earned $ 25 `
yayness ((: hahha .
lol -.-
thn reached home ,
chatted with ahhwee && ivan in msn
&&& fone (((:
hahah .
so fcuking funn cann ?! hahah . was laughing all along .
dont knw why leh . hahha ` thn ivan bcome my guailan kia .
thn he call me xialan kia . thn i call him lanjiao bin thn he call me cb bin )x
so badd !><
thn he always bully my destiny loh .
cb sia !. so badd !.. hahah . dont worry im always there (X
hahah . thn ivan jitao say i look like v. gentle those type but actually i so noisy . hahha .
fcuk him no die can ?!
hahah .
thn i wentto view some fcuking cb 's profile , thn saw * left a testee for tht cb kia . lol . knnn . i jitao dulan thn i wanto seh her bodoh`
thn PR say she wanto wack her tgt ((:
hahah . cb kia bodoh` knn . hk luh eh !. fk you no die sia cb !! >.<

lol .
thn whadtever luh .
at least i talked to * on the fone the v. last min & asked hime to miss mee ((x

hais .
* is leaving me for like so many days )x
hais . i really miss him but i dont knw how to say . dont knw how to express myself . hais. lol luh`
thn like tht luh . lol . but i seriously understand myself tht i love him no more loh . i jitao dont like him anymore (((((:

hais , takecare uh boy . loves <3

2006-12-08T08:15:00.000-08:00

SURVEY OF THE DAY (((x

1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
/ im sucha good girll (((:

2. Do you close your eyes on rollercoaster?
/ noppe (: im brave (x

3. When's the last time you've been sledding?
/ err. no idea ?

4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
/ someone luh` thn iwont be scared (x

.5. Do you believe in ghosts?
/ nope (: i only believe in holy ghost (:

6. Do you consider yourself creative?
/ err. so-so loh .

7. Do you think O.T killed his wife?
/ who tht ?

8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
/ jennifer aniston`

9. Can you honestly say you know ANYTHING about politics?
/ sorry i dont knw anything`

10. Do you know how to play poker?
/ like duh -.-

11. Have you ever been awake for 48hours straight?
/ ofcourse . i very zai de bodoh`

12. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around you,do you run a red light?
/ yeah if theres not cameras (:

13. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?
/ of course ((:

14. Have you ever been Ice Skating?
/ yesyesyes !!.

15. How often do you remember your dreams?
/ i dont bcos i knw it will nvr come true (: [bcos its called a dream`]

16. What's the one thing on your mind?
/ someone (((:

17. Do you always wear your seat belt?
/ nope. NEVER (: unless im forced to `

18. What talent do you wish you had?
/ things tht i want`

19. Do you like Sushi?
/ like duh =.=

20. What do you wear to bed?
/ t shirt && shorts .

21. Do you truly hate anyone?
/ yepps ((: tht fcuking nabei cb pua pubor!.

22. If you could be with one famous person, who would it be?
/ LJJ (x

23. Do you know anyone in jail?
/ yeas )x

24. What food do you find disgusting?
/ this question has nvr came across my mind bfore (x

25. Have you ever made fun of your friends behind their back ?
/ yeapps . but its kinda joking && NOT backstabbing PLEASE -.-

26. Have you ever been punched in the face?
/ i not as guailan as ivan thts why i dont get punched tht often as him ((:

27. Do you believe in angels and demons?
/ yeappss ((:

2006-12-08T07:43:00.000-08:00

WHOs :

Who is in the house with you?
- mommy & korkor`

Who are you thinking about now?
- ahhwee (: [actually was him`]

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
- ahhwee & still talking now .

Whose house did you last go to?
- a customer ?

Whose birthday is next?
- my SISTER (x

Who was the LAST person you loved but not anymore now?
- ahhwee ask me to put alfred (x
haha` [i still love him`]

Who do you hope will take this survey?
- anyone (:

WHATs :

What was the last thing you ate?
- meal ? lol`

What was the last thing you drank?
- GREEN TEA ((((x

What is the closest item near you that is blue?
- pen .

What instant messaging service do youuse?
- PEN KNIFE ((((:

What is your favorite color? (1 only)
- gold (((((((((:

What is your most used, away message?
- phone call ??

What is your favorite website?
- it depends (:

What is your favorite shoe brand?
- KLM , C&K & adidas bodoh`

What song are you currently hearing?
- awesome in this place (((:

WHEREs :

Where do you live?
- sengkang

Where do you sleep?
- like my room ?! -.-

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?:
- my sister (x hahah`

WHEN'S

When is your birthday?
- 27 june :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

When did you last burn a candle?
- lantern festival (((:

WHYs :

Why do we have to go to school?
- to get a degree ? -.-

Why are you taking this survey?
- bcos im asked to ? lol (((x

2006-12-07T06:12:00.000-08:00

07 12 06

one more day`
&&& tml is camp le ):
i really wanto cry le luh`
lol.

hmmm .
last night talked to baobei till 5am (:
ahahha`
crapped alot (x
hahah.
really treasure her now luh.
hais .
seriously , no one understands me more than her`
but everything doesnt seems to be the same anymore loh`
she has her frens & i have mine .
there are more ppl who are ahead of me in her heart .
but whad to do ? hahas.
as long as she is happy , im contented le loh`
frankly speaking , who dont like to be the first in each heart ?
of course me myself also want to be the first in her heart luh (:
haha`
but really , things aren't the same anymore (:
but i will treasure her now & forever .
no matter how many frens are ahead of me (:
i still love her every now & everywhr (:

hmmm .
lets talk abt today loh (x
woke up at 2 pm =]]x
thn saw my hp with 9 miss calls (:
all frm baobei && nana`
hmmm.
thn baobei called.
pepper also called.
thn nana called too (x
hahah.
all were waiting for me & pepper nia .
haha .
so pepper & baobei met at punggol .
&& i met nana bitch at her hse lrt (:
thn i went to top up my card (x
thn went outside allea .
smoked thn went off .
saw regina they all . lol `
thn cabbed down to bugis .
so fcukin funny cann ?!
went to disturb the uncle again (x
hmmm .
thn reached bugis .
cb . the fare so ex cann !?
$ 12.40 sia bodoh`
lol`.
thn went shopping again`
haha.
thn blahblahblah`
went to eat chococake at cafe (x
hahah.
thn we all laughted like siao cann !?
hahah.
long story .
its fcuking funn cann ?!
haha`.
but its a long story && i have to pack my stuff for tml's camp soon.
so cant blog much abt it (x
haha.
ask me abt it ohkays .
anyways ,
ilove baobei & nana bitch & pepper (:
hmmm .
thn bus-ed to vivo (X
hahahs`.
thn went into toy'r'us .
pepper & nana so cute can !?
they go play the comp game .
thn got this lil boy take the fake sword thn he play ,
thn i disturb him.
i ask him come ONE ON ONE with me (x
hahah`.
thn he really come sia. haha .
so superr duperrr cute luh he.
haha.
thn baobei helped me typed out this msg .
thn i was wondering to send it to * or not .
thn she sent for me .
haha`.
i didnt blame her luh.
haha.
she's the best ohkays (x
haha.
thn * didnt reply .
phew (:
its a gd & bad luh .
i dont give a damn anymore seriously .
im sure i will find someone better than him soon .
as soon as once i come baq frm camp (:
hmmm .
thn lyktht loh`
hahah.
&&& the four of us went to walk in the water loh .
haha. so fun !.
thn we keep gan ppl on the way (X
&&& me & baobei went to play water also .
so funn luh`
really uh !.
had the fun time with the three of them (X
&&& guess wahd !?
we went to buy fake nails & play (x
hahah.
thn mrt-ed to kovan (:
bought hk && headed to arcade .
bowling alley thr .
thn went in .
nana saw hk kia thn ran out .
ahahah `
thn i wanted to see how hk kia looked like
but i too short (X
haha.
thn went baq to sk .
nana took cab thr to find lanpa (:
thn me & baobei bus-ed to my hse.
bcos she wants to buy my bag (X
hahah.
im the first & only one who took the bag i believe (x
&& baobei is the second one (x
hahah`
lol. thn went to my hse lrt to find nana
bcos she left her wallet wit me -.-
haha. thn went home .
baobei went to find lina (:
hmmmm.
sadd`
until now i still haven pack my bag for tml )x
hahah`

& heard frm ahhwee ,
ytd go taiji .
tsk tsk tsk.
so naughty uh`
haha. hmmm .

im gonna miss my baby . baobei . destiny & nana de (x
hahah`

iloveyou ppl`
misses always (x

2006-12-06T09:55:00.000-08:00

06 12 06

today (x
wahahs`
sadded )x
2 more days to camp ):
haha`

eugene baby was sweet ohkay !.
he told me he's gonna miss me man !.
haha .
baby , im gonna miss you DOUBLE luh (x

hmmm .
woke up at 2pm !><
pig uh ?! haha`
i knew it luh . lol .
thn called baobei bcos she asked me to (:
thn confirmed tml's outing (x
haha` hmmm .
thn mommy nagged at me .
so decided to pey her to kovan ((:
went shopping again (x
haha`. thn ahhwee say im really a shopping princess !
im happy ohkays (:
haha . thn crapped with mom luh .
she's really v. lame loh .
i wonder why all my friends want a mom like her .!
ahaha . i everyday see my mom , i will vomit blood loh .
always wanto fight wit me ! .
haha`
hmmm .
thn she bought her stupid stuffs & forget abt mine !
whad a mommy ?! )x
haha . thn wento buy OCK && makan (x
so niceeee `
&&& i saw this cb aunty .
she diao me frm head to toe sia cb
thn i gin her .
who ask her keep looking at me
thn i moment i look at her ,
i will gin her (x
thn went to popular
&&&&&& saw my A-maths & other books )x
all so thick & difficult )x
SOBss `
thn went to shopp again (x
haha .
thn saw rowena lanpa && darls`
but they didnt seee me )x
thn MRT-ed to hougang mall .
buy food `
saw pepper (x
hahs`
thn homed (:
thn went to pasamalam .
yayness (:
mommy is so so so great (x
i bought my hello kitty de BIG BIG bag le (x
&& mommy paid $ 7 for me `.
yayness ohkays (x
i so love mommy !><
mommy is the best (:
&&& i really love my mommy (:
wahahhas`
thn went home
& watched tv .
&& blogged (x

sorry ppl ,
im just too tired to blog .
so its just a short one (x

i promise to upload my photos soon (x
once i come baq frm camp ohkays !.
haha`

lovelovelove <3

2006-12-05T09:55:00.000-08:00

SURVEY FOR THE DAY
06 12 06 ((((((:

1. The phone rings. Are you quick toanswer or do you ignore?
# depends on whose the caller (:

2. When shopping at the grocery store,do you return your cart?
# duh -.- bring home kam ?

3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
# talker (x

4. Do you take compliments well?
# always (:

5. Are you an active person?
# always xD

6. Are you a parent?
# yeps (:

7. Do you like to ride horses?
# i've phobia ?`

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
# have always been going )'x

9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
# the game of LIFE (:

10. If a sexy person was pursuing you,but you knew he/she was married would you still get involved with them?
# definately NOT !!.

11. Are you judgmental?
# yea ?

12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
# i would wanto but i cant (: bcos christains have to date someone with the same religion (:

13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
# be pursued (x

14. Have you ever had a stalker?
# ? teehee `

15. If you had to choose, would you rather be deaf or blind.
# ohmygoodness ` thts nvr possible for me to loose any of them (:

16. Are you sexy?
# nope (:

17. Do you know how to shoot the gun?
# duh (x

18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you'd try to save first?
# bring your ic along & i'll do the rest (: im a first aider (:

19. How often do you read books?
# pretty often if its a religious book (x

20. Do you think more about the past, present or future ?
# past memories tht i have with him but im always looking forward (:

21. What is your favorite children's book?
# three little pigs =p

22. Where were you born?
# Mt. averest .. dont knw how to spell . thn transfered to kk hospital (:

23. How tall are you?
# 152cm. )'x

24. How much do you weight?
# 47 kg.

25. Where is your ideal house located?
# korea & america` & singapore

26. Last person you talked to?
# whr ? msn , ahhwee `
fone , baobei .
sms , ahhwee `

27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
# yep (x

28. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
# Does that place exist?

29. What are your keys on your keychain for?
# appreciate whad ppl gave me (:

30. Where was the furthest place youtraveled today?
# TM (x

31. Where is your current pain at?
# heart , stomach & head -

32. Do you like mustard?
# yea . with hotdogs ?! haha`

33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
# slp`

34. Do you look like your mom or dad?
# both (:

35. How long does it take you in the shower?
# at least half an hr ? teehee (x

36. Can you do splits?
# last time ? (x

37. What movie do you want to see right now?
# death note (:

38. Do you put lotion on your legs before you wear skirts or shorts?
# nope (:

39. What did you do for New Years?
# take redpackets ?! && go shopping with my COUSINS (x

40. Did you think The Grudge 2 was scary ?
# my frrend said it wasnt (x i think its alright (:

41. What was the cause of your last accident?
# i wore a spoiled contact lense which causes me to have eyes infections ):

42. Do you own a camera phone?
# duh -.- im having it now alrdy`

43. What are you drinking?
# GREEN TEA (x

44. Was your mom a cheerleader?
# my mom WAS a CHINESE TEACHER (:

45. What's the last letter of your middle name?
# E

46. Who did you vote for on American Idol?
# i dont waste money on these you knw ?! haha`

47. How many hours of sleep do you geta night?
# i wanto slp forever && dream of ppl (:
but i only get to slp 7 hrs plus ):

48. Do you drink Egg Nog?
# egg yoke you mean ? yeas !!.

49. What do you buy at the movies?
# potato chips &&&&& ICE TEA (:

50. Do you wear your seat belt?
# im always forced to ):

51. Do you know how to play poker?
# yeaps (:

52. What do you sleep in?
# bra , panties & night gown (x

53. Anything big ever happen in your town?
# my neighbour's hse caught fire whn they were overseas`

54. How many meals do you eat a day?
# it depends (x

55. Is yor tongue pierced?
# i hope it is but mommy & sister dont allow . i feel its kinda cool ):
haha` but i felt act so i dont agree too (x

2006-12-05T09:25:00.000-08:00

SURVEY FOR THE DAY (x

Name 3 things in your

Bag/pouch/POCKET:
- money & handphone & his face (x

Name 3 things you do when you're really
stressed:
- laugh . scream . dance`

Name 3 places you go on a daily basis:
- kitchen. toilet. my room

Name 3 favorite fruits:
- apple . mango . grapes

Three names you go by:
- pig . nehneh` . ahyen !.

Three things you are wearing right now:
- bra . panties . dress (x
[dont be shy . who dont ?! ahahs` sry im just too open (x ]

Who are you thinking about right now?
- ******

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
- my baobei`

Whose birthday is next?
- my laopor (x

Who do you wish you were with right now?
- darls ? or ******

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
- METRO (:

Where is the last place you took a ride to?
- TM . HOUGANG MALL . CP .

What was the last thing you ate?
- i only drank water (:

What color shirt are you wearing?
- BLUE (:

What is the closest item near you that is black?
- my HANDPHONE & my mouse (x

What are your favourite colours?
- blue . black . white & etc ..

What kind of surgery have you had?
- i dont have any (:

What do you wear more; jeans or shorts?
- shorts`

What song do you currently hear?
- liang san po yu zhu li ye
[ teehee (x just pardon me. i simply love tht song (: ]

What was your dream last night?
- im with tht guy -.-

When did you start school?
- whn i was a toddler ?

When did you last go to the mall?
- just now (:

When did you last burn a candle?
- haha . i dont burn candles . ciggs wan ? lol -.-

When did you last see your best friend?
- just now (:

When do you wanna see someone you love?
- 27/12/06 . tht monday whn i went out with him .
- ilovemommy too . so i just saw my mom (:

2006-12-05T09:11:00.000-08:00

05 12 06

woahs . time really flies (:
hmmm . two more days jiu knw ahhwee for one month le (x
haha. dont think dirty loh`
he's just my destiny . lol (x
hmmm`
no luh . im actually saying so fast sia .
bcos im going for camp liao .
&&& the date im coming baq is on 10/12/06
get me ? its ONE & A HALF YEAR le )'x
i wanto cry sia bodoh`

today ,
woke up .
brush my hair & washed up & prepared .
headed to sch (:
was darn fcuking early luh .
so went to econ & bought my mentos `
was heading to sch liao`
saw the usual cat tht always loiter in my sch =.=
walan eh`
so fcuking scary can ?!
so i jitao faster run to another side thn walk to sch.
ahah.
i jitao scared bodoh`
lol . hmmm . thn reach sch . sians.
i jitao is the first & only student in the sch with two teachers .
thn rang jiazheng , she jitao dont wanto pick up -.-
rang dom , he jitao still at home .
shagg bodoh`
thn waited . xuanle came (x
went to look at our subs again (:
so so so happy =p
haha. lol. thn farhan came (:
my PRECIOUS MAID ! he's always thr to pey me man !.
followed by weiben .
thn dominic was so fcuking slow seh .
thn we dl .
we went to econ & bought biscuits .
on the way thr , saw tht cat again -.-
thn farhan , xuanle & ben disiao me )`x
so bad hor !.
how cann like tht de sia . bully girl seh`
esp farhan`!. he knws im so fcking scared of cats & yet he still stays thr & make me wait -.-
hahs`
dl bodoh`. gllb !.
thn went to buy biscuits . farhan & xuanle ask me buy thn they say they help me eat . superr clever uh !. no wonder in express . nvm !. you good (x
haha . luckily i not those kinda geikau de girl loh (:
&&&&&& you knw whad ?!
ben went to buy cat food for tht cat !!! -.-
so fcuking irritating cann ?!
thn all bully me .
so bad !.
haha.
thn i dont dare to get close to ben .
bcos he touched the cat -.- &&& xuanle said the food is otha . haha .
so superr funny cann !?
haha. lol . thn all disturb me all along sia `
haha. thn they said dom came . but i didnt see him at all . bcos he didnt talk to me mah . &&& im the first one in sch so its not possible to not see him (:
&&&& he send xuanle a msg scolding him sia -.-
he jitao say whad you knw ?!
"fcuk!. ask you all come up help me print thn you all at downstairs talk talk talk . you all dont want thn i go loh . cheebye !"
walan eh ! cann you imagine ?! a TOP student in our level scold this kinda words ?! diaos sia `
was really stun diao BODOH`
CON-CAR-TION (x [thts whad ahhwee taught me (x ]
hmmm .
thn nvm
went to comp lab thn print le go printing rm print .
sian . all the way print alot of sets of our proposal sia`
diaos`
thn AOP start liao .
ben & farhan went to UG meeting -.-
left me & xuanle & huijia. diaos .
might as well dont hold the meeting .
haha. lol`
thn i went off aft explaining the rules & regulations (:
bcos i need to go visit doctor bodoh`
stomach abit weird luh`
hais . don knw whads gonna happen ard me man )`x
thn went home . changed . bathed . aft visting the doc , met darl ,
took LRT to cp . thn somebody cut my leg . cb ! darn fcking pain cann !?
lol. thn took escalator . heard somebody calling me`
"a . ! cheeyen !? "
thn i turn . eh` its benyeo & brendon bodoh`
haha. so cute sia (:
they dress until superrr niceeee cann !?
ahha .
thn darl was like 'they very handsome sia ?!'
thn i told darl , they got steady le so dont dream (:
ahah.
im straight enuff aint i ?!
ahha`
lol . thn bus-ed to TM (:
ahhweee msged me (:
calling me shopping princess again`
haha`.
so funny luh . go mac makan thn got ppl throw darls bag thn i jitao kan tht person . haha . lol . thn went off . looking at my cardigans (:
none were nice . so my final decision is the bugis de (:
ahha`
lol !! thn shoppped ard (:
&& played . so funn bodoh`
haha.
i just so love darling (:
hmmm .
thn geetha keep calling . thn darl dl . so we went baq (:
thn laopor msg-ed me (:
she ask me meet her .
thn ohkay loh . thn darl also going out with geetha so nvm loh . haha . thn bus-ed baq to sk loh . thn saw police sia . cb . always so sway sia me . thn i say vulgarities v. loud in the bus thn he jitao stare at me sia bodoh` thn i lanlan loh . thn whn meeting laopor tht time , also saw police car again sia !. haha . thn me & laopor went to shop for shoes . bcos she said her's gonna spoil soon !.
haha . lols . thn went ard shopping && i told her C&K (:
ahha . i still love the shoes there !
its the best ohkays .! most of my freaking shoes were frm there (:
haha . oops =]]x
thn laopor jitao wanto go hougang mall (:
thn MRT-ed there (:
&&&& snapped (x
thn laopor went to LJS & makan .
i bought ice tea nia (:
thn went to find yina girl but she wasnt there (:
haha .
so went ard shopping . saw yina girl ! haah . thn she smack my ass )`x
my darling girl . so superrr duperrr prettyyyy cann n ?!
haha . lol . hmmmm .
thn laopor suggested to take neos . so we went !. haha . the neos were nice luh . haha . me & laopor jitao decorate until 1/2 hour sia ! =]]x bcos no time limit mah . haha . lol !.
thn laopor said she'll send to me aft she scanned (:
thn laopor went home (:
she send me to MRT station . so sweet (x thn hugged her (x
haha . thn went baq to sk . met darl again bcos her lil sister wants to find me (x
ahahas . thn went to play ard with her & bought mom her thing -.-
seee . i told you !. everytime i go out must help her do things de -.-
haha. thn walked home . &&&& saw police men . really alot outside cp sia. the place whr we slack ytd . heng sia bodoh` thn i shout '' wahh police sia bodoh`'' then the police men jitao turn & look at me . diaos . i jitao ownself find trouble sia )`x lol . thn walked home && saw pasamalam at my hse downstairs (:
shinta jitao attitude darl bcos she wants to play . thn i gave her money to buy her ice stick . haha . thn she happy liao . whad a cuteee lil girlll . lil kids have to be like tht ohkays (:
thn i saw this superrr duperr nice hello kitty BIGG BIGG BAG luh `
haha . &&& it only cost $16.90 . its like so fcuking cheap cann ?! its frm hongkong && only left 3 . so im gonna buy &&& ITS CONFIRM (:
hmmm . have to use my own money loh . bobian . mommy doesnt wanto buy it for me mah .
ahha . thn darl said she also want . lol . && if only someone would be sooo gd to buy me tht big bag (x its gonna be there for 2 more days only . until thurs jiu no more le )':
iloveher (x
haha .
thn she went home`

now im blogging &im homed (:
im quite sadd )'x
going to camp soon .
&&& im gonna miss many ppl & ahhwee & him **
&& he's gonna go overseas for TWO WEEKS for training )'x
cries !!!..
he's leaving at 8/12 too (x
haha . coming baq on 22/12 )'x
its like fcuking long ?!
nvm . i'll endure with him .
im going for tht fcking cb gllb camp frm 8/12 to 10/12 (x
but the thing tht im wishing for now is tht i hope he'll at least talk to me ?
or say smth to me bfore he leave )'x
which i knw its not possible (:
hais . forget it (:
hahah .
lovelovelove <3

cheerup ahhwee (:
dont be so angry over your bro & tht girl's things.
its not worth for you to hate ohkays
&&&&& no hatred pls (:

whad a mata day )'x
keep seeing mata whrever i go .
i also nvr do any wrong thing sia .
i jitao guai de bodoh` (x
&&&&&& !!
im gonnna post some pics (x

2006-12-04T09:05:00.000-08:00

04 12 06

hmmm`
today (x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DERRICK (x

have been going out these days (:
im so so so happy you see . though * is not by my side , im still enjoying with the ppl ard me (:
thankew ppl (:
HAPPINESS WAS NOT TO BE ,
UNTIL these ppl stand by me (x

hmmm .
chatted with ahhwee & alex till 6am sia .
so fun loh
we keep laughing .
thn alex keep waking me up -.-
irritating cann !
thn he keep laughing
&& irritate my ahhwee )x
thn alex go pey his girl de fren talk & put dwn d fone`
thn talk to ahhwee after awhile thn put dwn (x
haha`
thn slept .
haha.
thn woke up at 1pm -.-
shit seh!
haha.
suppose to meet derrick & ahweng at 1.30pm mahs (x
&& luckily derrick called`
&& woke me up !
grrrrrs ...
haha`.
thn faster bathe & meet derrick (x
phew !
i reached RM on time ohkays!
on 1.30pm SHARP hor (x
haha.
thn jian an was there too (:
haha`
thn eugene accompanied us .
asshole loh he.
eat snake de loh.
suppose to work sia he .
wahahas.
nvm,
sooner or later he'll be sack by mac !
haha`.
LOL !
thn we slacked at mac for v. long.
thn call wengchew.
stupid bestee.
he say he owe me a treat .
tml thn bring me out bcos today he have to accompany his mom to the temple .
haha . nvm loh . hmmm . thn saw huiyee (x she say darn fcuking dulan sia .haha . she complained to us . she say she kena warning letter by mac bcos she give free things . haha . thn get ciggs frm us . hmmm . thn she went off (:
thn we decided to go cut hair without bestee . thn jian an say pey him to cvss LRT to buy dye . thn no black dye only got brown . i told jian an the brown one cant asorb his golden hair liao thn he dont wanto listen . orh bi luh !
haha . thn went to his fren's hse . the dog is fcuking cute cann ?! haha . thn jian an & the fren go dye hair . wanto dye until spoil sia. lol . thn v. funny luh . jian an jitao say i fat . he also sia . haha . oops =]]x
thn he wash hair liao , his hair jitao become SUPERRR DUPERRR shiny sia . haha . make the gold more shinny . jitao waste his money sia . so fcuking funny luh . haha `
thn bus-ed 161 to jeffery there . jitao on the bus , jian an de hair darn fcuking smelly cann ?! thn he scratch my face . kllb ! haha . lol -.-
they pey me wait . thn yangzhi come . they go toilet . me & woomaoo go buy drink (x
thn go cut my fringe . haha . waited for quite long . thn they keep saying i v. duapai bcos one person cut hair thn 3 person wait . haha . but v. fun loh !
i really cant deny (x
hmmm .
thn bus-ed baq to sk .
haha` thn jian an say he's the most wanted person there . lol -.-
thn ahhwee msg-ed me (x
he at hougang but i on the bus to sk le (x
hmmm . thn discussed le . went to pizza hut makan (x
haha. thn i disturb thn i purposely talk v. loud thn they all v. paiseh . say go out with me very xiasway . haha . bcos i very angry with tht manager mah . fcuk de sia . haha . lol . thn yangzhi & derrick also talk very loud loh . i more laokui bodoh` haha.
thn they keep saying i very fat )`x
so bad uh !
haha . thn went off . yangzhi uh ! my stupid son so childish . wanto act like a rich boy . haha . lol . thn went to toilet . jian an go shit ! haha . thn i go see my hair . fcuk sia bodoh`
my fring so darn toot luh ! haha . thn went open space . woo maoo puff liao thn slack thr ard for awhile . thn went to 2nd level . slacked at allea .
thn my son started singin =.=
he sang my fav. song cann ?!
haha . the liang san po yu zhu li ye ` (x
haha.
so nice loh the song but his voice ruin it all =]]x
haha`
thn i insisted on looking for my comb bcos i lost it .
haha. thn i blame jian an bcos he just now say wanto use my comb go dye hair . idiot ! thn lost it immediately . lol `
hmmm .
thn jian an went to shit again . tsk tsk tsk`
thn we went to search the whole cp but cant find any place tht sells comb .
thn finally found watson . thn i say tooo ex . so i dont want . thn my son so cute . he say he & woo maoo karp money to buy . thn i say dont need . haha . bcos wooo maooo didnt say mah . haha . lol `
thn i walked pass the guys toilet thn i shout inside . 'JIAN AN !' haha . thn i go kiddy toilet thn derrick kp ! wanto come in . ahahs . lol . thn we went to cp de library . haha . my son luh . bodoh`
say inside got aircon . haha . thn wento library . lol . thn read bout animals . thn me & my son snatch story book . haha .
childish (x
thn in the end we share share . so cute uh ?!
haha`
thn derrick say jian an wont slp bcos he reading boxing .
if jian an read our animal books thn he'll slp .
thn jian an say he wont . thn we exchange .
in the end he also slp .
haha . thn im the most poorthing de loh ! always kena bully .
thn they dont wanto lend me story book . haha . lol`
thn my stupid son take my mp3 listen .
thn he on v. loud thn sing song
so we say he idiot & stuff .
haha . he didnt hear . until at last he heard bcos he paused . haha .
superrr cunning uh ?!
haha .
thn we wait for jian an to slp thn we ps him . haha
thn he wake up thn he say us laughing at hime
ahha.
thn went to kfc to find gary .
in the end he at yoshinoya .
haha.
thn slacked ard .
suppose to find nana & lanpa but didnt .
bcos they not in cp le.
thn i went off 1st
bcos i go with jian an they all like i very extra sia .
haha .
bcos all guys sia . im the only girl && i stick with them since morning liao sia .
haha .
thn all got stead de . ltr their steady misunderstand me how ?!
haha . lol . so i LRT-ed baq to RP . bought my comb (x
met mommy .
bought stuffs & went home (X

&&& i love ahhwee !
ONG CHEE HAO (x
he 's superrr duperrrr GOODD cann ?!?
he send the liang san poh yu zhu li ye de song cum lyrics bodoh`(x
actually is me & fredd sing de luh .
teehee (x
joking (:
haha .
so darn fcuking nice luh `
haha .
sorry destiny , today cant pey you chat .
bcos tml got fcuking rc approval of proposal .
hhurhurs !
hmmm .

&&& ilove today (x
i so enjoy myself luh .
haha .
so funny`
1st time (:
hmmm .

&& ilove my baobei (x

&&&& fcuking bitch !
eh .
GLLB luh hor !
NNBCB !
haha .
go home & slp ohkays ?!
BYEBYE`
i hack care you luh hor `

&&& my precious son is SUPERRR DUPERRR CUTEEE cannnn ?!
he go ask me & sunita ,
he say kick tht girl out of tiaraFOUR
thn let him join !
haha.
so cutee uh my son (x
YANGZHI YOU ARE FOREVER MOMMY'S fav. ONE & ONLY son (x
now tiaraFOUR is [sunita & jas & me & yangzhi (x ]

superr cuteeee luh hor (x
&&&&&& im gonna slp now )`x
bcos tml the fcuking AOP is so fcuking early cann ?!`
FCUK OFF`

2006-12-03T08:17:00.000-08:00

SURVEY OF THE DAY (x

Name Your:

- high school:
CVSS

-college:
NONE `

- favorite band/musician:
HSM

- favorite animal:
dogs & pigs & hamsters (x

- favorite fruit:
all except jackfruit i guess ?

Do You:

- think others find you attractive:
NOPE (: [they find me irritating xDDD ]

- want more piercings:
YES !! of course !! [if only mommy & sister allow )`x ]

- want a tattoo:
NEVER ?

- like cleaning:
i like to be clean but i dont do cleaning (x

Last:

- talked to:
talk as in face to face ? mommy (:
sms ? nan (x
phone ? derrick xDDDDD

- thought:
having gd relationship wit ppl & hoping the friendship i have with nana will last (x
&& get with him )`x

- shower:
home =.='

For or Against:

- long distance relationships:
For.
- killing people:
Against
- teenage smoking:
Against (x [ but i tried bfore =]]x ]
- lesbian relationships:
Against

Have you:

- ever cried over a girl or boy:
DUH !! -.-

- ever been arrested:
threatening ? lol =.=
not by police luh`

- ever had a friend die:
yeps )`x

- ever dated a cousin:
NOPE (:

- ever finished a puzzle:
im always lazy to (: i only play for awhile & throw it aside aft awhile (:

- ever got surgery:
NOPE (:

- ever got beaten up:
hahaa . no :DDDD

- ever hated someone :
yeps & still hating her NOW (:
of course not my baobei luh `

- ever made a huge mistake:
yep (:
i shld brk with him )`x

Number:

- favorite number(s):
7 (x
if you ask me for fav. date (x
it would be 100605 (:

- of times I have had my heart broken:
ALWAYS ?!

Last Person who:

- slept in your bed:
Me.

- made you cry:
HIM *

- yelled at you:
mummy )`x

Pick one:

- blue or red?
: BLUE (x

- spring or fall?:
fall

Random stuff:

- criminal record?:
NO ?

- do you speak any other languages?
english . chinese . tongues . hokkien . & more (:
imma multi language girl (:

- piercings and where?
5 ear-holes ? && im craving for more (:

Your:

- initials:
WWL

- how old do you look?:
14 (:

- how old do you act?:
whad do you mean ? -.-
i always act like imma retarded person (x

- braces:
NO ! HAHA (x

- do you have any pets?
last time ? )`x

- do you get embarrassed?
duh =.=

2006-12-03T05:53:00.000-08:00

03 12 06

grrrr....
talked to ahhwee & py on the fone again (x
haha.
lovelovelove <3

&& guess whad time did we hang up ?
we hung at 4am sharp . haha . bcos my sister & the boyfriend going for the 42 km marathon -.-
haha .
lmao uh !
haha.
thn i must pretend to slp.
if not ltr my sis kp me .
teehee (x
clever uh`
hmmm . thn accidentally hang up ahhwee & py . haha . thn went to slp . bcos ahhwee called baq & said he's gonna slp . sians . no pey me )x
lol `
hmmm .
thn cant slp.
roll ard .
haha.
thn woke up at ard 12plus .
sians`
quite late le .
thn faster go prepare bcos if ltr abit thn will be late for church .haha . lol . thn quickly prepare thn met fav. & darl (:
haha.
thn my stupid baobei msg me -.-
haha . thn she say we use to b late tgt . lmao ! haha . sry baobei . next wk i cant go . bcos got the stupid redcross camp . miss me kays )`x
haha .
thn went to church .
fcuk the bus driver no die luh hor`
waste my time luh `
he keep letting the other bus to go .
thn i tsk him
ask him cann dont extra geikiang not ?
thn he dl .
haha.
bcos he jitao buey jitong sia.
haha.
thn he like tht i will late for church leh . sianss . thn reach church liao . sianss even more luh`
bcos wunyen they all jitao nvr help us book seats .
like so whad loh .
nvr help de seh .
sianss`
thn we wanted to go off liao . but today got lord supper .
so stayed baq .
thn sat behind loh .
luckily got handsome guys to see . if not siansss . haha . no luh . my handsome guy meaning the boy in my hp . haha . lol =.=
thn the stupid boys sitting behind us were like so noisy luh . thn i tsk them v. loud . haha . lol . i dont care luh `
bcos i wanto listen to sermon mah . haha.
hmmm .
god is really mighty (:
today testimony was shared .
woahs!
cann you believe ?!
GOD HEALED SOMEONE who has a heart problem
&& eventually the disease went off by itself ?!
&&& DR. said , he cant find anything wrong with the heart now (:
&& pastor nina was saying thts a miracle bcos this will NVR happen when the patient is found with a heart problem , it cant be possibly be gone .
but by faith , GOD HEALED HER (:
look `
thts how MIGHTY my LORD is (:
haha.
he died for us ,
&& his blood is shed jus to purify us`
but we often took HIM for granted
&& sin against HIM (:
even me (:
haha.
im gonna change man `
lovelovelove <3

&&& baby msg-ed me during sermon (: i so love him cann ?! but he didnt reply me baq or i didnt reply him baq . haha . i forgotten (x lol ` forgive me baby . i still love you no matter whad `

hmmm . thn went off to TM aft church . actually meeting ahhwee & ivan but ahhwee say * there so i didnt meet them in the end . bcos i dont wanto see him (:
haha . thn ahhwee keep wanto meet thn i dont want . bcos i abit feel tht ivan dont like . haha . lol . thn went to cs to makan . thn look ard . haha . slacked & MRT-ed home (:
thn was snapping many photos in the MRT `
&& smth funny happened (:
haha.`
&&&&& SHE'S REALLY A BITCH loh`
irritating de `
SUCKER luh you`
FCUK you no die man`

thn reached home (:
today's quite fun .
haha.
but didnt stay baq for the training for christmas @ orchard
bcos i feel like , i dont belong to the cell at all loh -.-

BYE PPL (:
&&&&& im going out with wengweng & derrick tml (:
haha.
lol.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DERRICK WOOO MAO JIE`
in advance <3
iloveyou de``

2006-12-02T09:20:00.000-08:00

TEN EMOTIONS.

1. are you missing someone right now?
.# yeps (:

2. are you happy?
.# superR ?

3. are you talking to anyone right now?
.# yepps (: [ahhwee`]

4. are you bored?
.# a lil ?

5. are you german?
.# nope

6. are you irish?
.# nope

7. are you chinese?
.# yea ?

8. are you asian?
.# ??

9. are your parents still married?
.# duh -.-

10. do you like someone right now?
.# but he doesnt treasures me at all )`x

TEN FAVORITES.

1. televison show:
.# drama (:

2. flower:
.# NONE !

3. color:
.# ALL COLORS (: [imma multi color girl (x ]

4. sport:
.# imma lazy girl (x

5. mall:
.# ALL malls (:

6. music:
.# NICE ones .

7. food:
.# imma PIG !

8. season:
.# Winter

9. animal:
.# DOG ` pigs (:

10. subject :
.# ENGLISH (x

TEN FACTS.

1. hometown:
.# sengkang ?

2. hair color:
.# dark brown golden`

3.perfume:
.# ADIDAS & Jean Paul GAULTIER & BLUE JEANS man (x

4. hair style:
.# CUTE (x [bcos i love to act cute ` haha ]

5. eye color:
.# Dark brown

6. shoe size:
.# 7 (x [i knw its quite BIG uh (x ]

7. mood:
.# high & low )`x

8. skin color:
.# fair loh )x

9. available?:
.# no guys want & i only want him (x

10. lefty/righty:
.# Righty

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.

1. have you ever been in love?
.# duh -.-

2. do you believe in love?
.# duh -.-

3. why did your last relationship fail?
.# bcos HE'S A FLIRT

4. have you ever been heartbroken?
.# YES , only by HIM & others , i hack care (x

5. have you ever broken someone's heart?
.# I ALWAYS DID that (x i wasnt on purpose =p

6. have you ever fallen for one of your best friends?
.# YES (:

7. have you ever liked someone but never told them?
.# yeps (: i always keep it by myself & frnds`

8. are you afraid of commitment?
.# NEVER (x

9. has someone ever kissed your hand?
.# DUH -.-

10. have you ever had a secret admirer?
.# teehee (x

TEN THINGS:
THIS OR THAT.

1. love or lust:
.# love

2. hard liquor or beer:
.# BOTH (:

3. night or day:
.# Night

4. one night stands or relationships:
.# relationships

5. television or internet:
.# internet (:

6. pepsi or coke:
.# coke

7. wild night out or romantic night in:
.# wild night out but romantic night in whn with HIM`

8. colored pictures or black and whitepictures:
.# depends on which is nice`

9. phone or in person:
.# depends on the feeling (: [for both gender (: ]

10. friendster or myspace:
.# friendster

TEN HAVE Y0U EVER's.

1. have you ever been caught sneaking out?
.# yea (x

2. have you ever kissed s0meone you dont love?
.# yea (:

3. have you ever done something you regret?
.# yea (:

4. have you ever bungee jumped?
.# Not yet

5. have you ever been on a house boat?
.# No

6. have you ever finished an entirejaw breaker?
.# No

7. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurts?
.# now & always )`x

9. have you ever danced in the rain?
.# im always dancing weather rain or shine (x

10. have you ever had a hang over?
.# teehee (x

2006-12-02T09:15:00.000-08:00

02 12 06

ahahs .
so fun .
woke up late =]]x
thn met nana .
& headed to poly .
she needs to visit the ass doc.
bcos she fell !
&& might have infection
wahahs !.
lol .
&amp;&& i didnt go for redcross de contact session .
bcos doc say i cant do any activities -.-
stupid cann ?!
but thank doc !
haha.
i dont need to go & waste my time there -.-
waahhas.
thn fook the clinic no die luh hor !.
they say close for the day -.-
like got so many ppl inside loh .
dont wanto see me say luh !
haha.
thn went to slack.
thn met my lanpa (x
thn LRT-ed to RM.
my lanpa no card.
thn went in wit us .
haha.
she superr the pro de loh (x
haha.
thn went to RM de doc.
the doc helped nana with the taking out of cotton frm the wound.
its like so freaking pain !?
haha.
she cried loh .
like who wont !?
if i were her ,
i would have screamed ohkays !
haha
lol ! ><
&amp;&& guess how much is the bill ?!
its like 37 BUCKS ?!
so freaking ex can !?
stupid doc .
freaking ass !
haha.
lol.!
thn went to LJS .
grrr...
iwanted mac !
haha.
i saw julian )`x
lol.
shuddup !
i dont wanto talk bout him anymore )`x
haha.
thn ...
haha.
thn went to NTUC .
bought all ingredients for rowenaa ((:
haha .
she's making cheese cake ohkay !
haha.
thn take cab to lanpa's aunt's hse.
no cab seh`
thn got many ppl snatch frm us.
jitao dl.
thn switch place .
thn go scold pp.
haha.
thn hengheng get till the cab (x
thn was crapping in the cab.
so damn funny !
haha.
thn reached .
i made the cheese cake base ohkays !
haha.
thn blahblahblah`
did alot of things there .
thn these two lil girls are so cute luh !
one is JASMINE & one is JERMIN.
haha.
so cute uh!
will upload their photos (x
&amp;&& watched two ghost movie (x
so bloody darn fooking the mother de scary loh !
haha.
one is troublesome night
thn the other one is DARK WATER
woahs !
its really bloody de scary luh !
haha.
thn slack until 9plus,
thn go home (X
haha..
today was fun (:
&&& the cheese cake was fooking NICE ok ?
haha.
as usual .
dont feel like bloggin (x
tired mah (x

thn reached home .
my irritating son was like irritating me loh !
keeping the same old thing`
'mommy , go see go seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee`'
haha.
but he's always so cute loh.
my son mah .
bodoh ~
haha.
thn we were crapping loh
&& dear chup in -.-
extra `
haha .
thn gossiping bout tht girl
haha`
ahah.
siao loh tht girl
we also nvr say its her.
thn since she take it as her ,
thn whadtever loh (x
BITCH mah (x